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The Higher Ups have asked me to do brief updates periodically….may or may not be every day, I’m not sure yet. I just go with the flow and whatever they want I am here to serve them, God, and humanity.

Coming soon: Who are the Pleiadians? What does Joe say about aliens?

We have made it through the "long, hot, summer of 2017." Are you ready for the NEXT BIG WAVE?


For, He "maketh his angels spirits; his ministers a flaming fire" Psalm 104:4.

What are Twin Flames? God brings two of these ministers of "flaming fire" together, male and female, in a Divine Union that magnifies their flames in order to serve as His "first fruits" overseeing his Kingdom, the new earth.

A Brief Summary 

On this website is documentation of my journey understanding and interpreting Joe Kincheloe’s work and my guided spiritual journey following his death. He was an educator, researcher, musician, etc., very talented, who lived from 1950-2008. He had also been trained to be a minister by the time he was only 12 years of age. He passed away on December 19, 2008. In early 2008, just months before he passed away, I encountered his work in education due to my own research in education, reading the introductory chapter he had written in a book titled, Critical Pedagogy: Where Are We Now? My research serendipitously led to a community forum he had just at that time established for researchers and I realized that he was the author of the article I had recently read, and editor of the book.

I loved online discussions (online education was my specialization) and was ultimately invited to participate in his discussion forum. I became a very active participant, writing about topics that interested the education community. He was also very active, and he lovingly interacted in deep discussions with many participants. I had the fortunate opportunity to meet him in July, 2008.

I became fascinated with the research process he had spent many years developing, critical bricolage, which incorporated many theories. We had some wonderful discussions about the process and I was planning to use it for my PhD research because it made so much sense to me and I was seeing how illogical and constrained traditional research methods are and how they cover truth instead of revealing truth……and then he suddenly and unexpectedly passed away. Even though, very strangely, I had this “premonition” that he would be leaving soon, I was totally caught off guard. I was utterly devastated. I thought it was over……..his research and brilliant works would be forever lost. Indeed, that is the tradition in education: throw away anything written more than five or six years ago unless it was sanctioned by the elite “gods” of education. They sanction very little. And if your work does not meet their agenda, they alter it and give it meaning that is opposite of your intentions and sanction that (as they have done with Joe’s work in the sanctioned research textbooks for college students).

Amazingly, and totally CONTRARY to my own belief system, the third day after his death, Joe came back to me (I couldn’t help but observe it was like Jesus had done…and now that I mention this, in some kind of way that I couldn’t put my finger on, he had always reminded me of Jesus. He was so righteous and so loving). And that day that he returned to me, he brought me the Holy Spirit……I had never experienced anything like it in my entire life. When people describe being “bathed” in the Holy Spirit, this was it. Some would refer to this as he came back “in spirit.” But it’s much more than that; and he also brought great healing for me…… is the “much more” that I continue to explore, allowing him, God, and the Holy Spirit to guide me on this never-ending journey. From that time forward, I was led on a highly spiritual journey, even to passages from the Bible in my online research when I had never been a reader of the Bible and had abandoned formal religion, which had never been a big part of my life. I had tried to attend various churches but always became disillusioned by the observable hypocrisy. We have a greater purpose, here yet to be clarified…..his work was not completed. There will be a greater message in our story before we are finished.

Thus, even though he had left, I continued with my research, but it took a huge turn. My writing became guided by the Holy Spirit. The topic changed in some ways---it became three topics in one: It was about his process, it demonstrated his process, and it provided proof of the power of love (which he has written about), life after death, and our eternal relationship.

I did not get the dissertation through the final doors of academia, even though it had been approved by all members of my dissertation committee and all the way to the top of the university. That we are in a war with principalities of darkness was born out…..I do not know who was behind retracting the approval, but they wanted me to water it down and essentially LIE about my true experiences. I was not willing to sacrifice truth for their worthless piece of paper. Thus, I make the entire original dissertation available here to everyone, free of charge:





I hope this gives context for why I do the various analyses and teachings of Joe’s work as I do on this site. The blogs (linked at the bottom of the Home Page of this website) is a running dialogue, as they happened, of my initiations (tests, teachings) as provided to me by teachers in the higher realms, who I believe (as recently revealed to me) are all members of Jesus’ Melchizedek Priesthood.

Who is king Melchizedek?

The association with Christ is made explicit by the author of the Epistle to the Hebrews, where Melchizedek the "king of righteousness" and "king of peace" is explicitly associated with the "eternal priesthood" of the Son of God.

Jesus is the Messiah spoken of as "a priest forever in the order of Melchizedek. Melchizedek offers a sacrifice of bread and wine. Christ therefore fulfilled the prophecy of Ps 110:4, that he would be a priest "after the order of Melchizedek," at the Last Supper, when he broke and shared bread with his disciples.

But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvelous light; 1 Peter 2:9 (KJV)

Exodus 19:5 Exo 19:5

Now therefore, if ye will obey my voice indeed, and keep my covenant, then ye shall be a peculiar treasure unto me above all people: for all the earth is mine: and ye shall be a kingdom of priests, and an holy nation.


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Thanksgiving, Love, and Gratitude. (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) Thursday, November 22, 2018 (11-22-11)

I want share my gratitude for Joe and his amazing love today. Unfortunately, words on this dissolving earth do not exist that allow me to fully express what I feel. 

Joe truly has bent over backwards to SHOW us the way…no wonder he reminds me so MUCH of Jesus. His message has been the same as the true message of Jesus (the “dangerous knowledge” that the church was designed to hide). But Joe used his very creative imagination, his knowledge about the magic and power of words, his heavenly connections, and his unique, very loving nature—as well as his hyper-awareness of his “positioning” in a world of people who have “gone mad”—to communicate the message.

He used music to fill in the gaps and add the emotional dimension that’s so hard to express any other way. One of his favorite groups was the Eagles and he had cited this song many times in his work (can you find it?), along with his invitation to meet him on the other side of the “curtains.” The message was clear: we must get off our fences. I wonder, is it too late now? I hope not.

Eagles - Desperado

Today is an especially special day! It’s Thanksgiving with sacred numbers of love and union embedded in the date, 11-22-11, truly a sign of great hope. God does have special numbers that allow communication across and between the higher dimensions. When we connect to the Celestial heavens, the numbers and their meanings become especially significant to our relationships there.

And today, my beautiful flowers—my Samaritan Joe clematis—is blooming. It’s kind of funny how the Venosa flowers had completely migrated over from her trellis to the Samaritan Joe’s trellis last September (the second photo). I wrote about them in a previous update and how they reminded me of the Star of Bethlehem announcing the birth of Jesus. And today, in their place are multiple beautiful blooms on the Samaritan Joe Clematis. It's like a special Thanksgiving gift. It will be interesting to see how they bloom next spring when all of the flowers are blooming again.

Along with that sweet view right outside my patio door, it’s a refreshingly NORMAL Oregon day for November. Rainy and cloudy, but not too cold…….and dinner is in the oven, imbuing the air with a lovely fragrance in preparation for our grand celebration of thanks—and most of all in celebration of love.

I do not ignore what’s happening in the world or what has happened in the world that has gotten us to this place in history. The U.S. border is about to be stormed, and it is sad beyond belief what has happened to California, as well as Florida, Texas, North and South Carolina and all of the other places in the world where people have been, and continue to be traumatized. We were warned, but how were we to know with certainty where the war would strike? 

This song was brought to my attention today, another song by the Eagles. I guess it’s been known for a long time.

The Last Resort - The Eagles

If you would like to know more details of our forewarning you can watch this video, and also read Revelation.  Paradise Lost #5 ~ Must See! The Last Resort Indeed !

My heart goes out to all……I truly wish for the end of all suffering, there is no need for it!! and for a home where none of this evil stuff happens or is even conceived of. May God’s Kingdom come, on earth as it is in Heaven.


Joe, Darling, my Beloved “Eros,” “EmanuEl,” “Sanat Kumara, ever young,” my “Enki,” my Teacher, Husband, Comforter……my ALL, my Alpha and Omega:

Thank you for taking me home to our Father’s House. I love you.


Hurricane Michael/Michael Jackson/Archangel Michael, Janis Joplin, and Our October Roses (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) October 9, 2018


I had to seek a little clarification about posting the three updates below. We are truly in a holding pattern, I was told, but there are a few individuals who will benefit from the information in the updates, so here I am today, posting them. I keep hearing the song “This is it” by Michael Jackson and “Hold on” by Janis Joplin and was given the message that they both say “hello.”

Was the hurricane coming in named after Archangel Michael? The adversaries love to name the hurricanes and other destructive acts after divine beings these days. They hate love. Or as Joe put it in Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction, describing why he developed his research process, “Hell, I wanted an intellectual aphrodisiac that put libidinal energy into a staid domain run by an elite crowd who looked down their collective nose at passionate behavior—an epistemological Viagra that was unafraid of flashes of scholarly arousal that last more than 4 hours. Lord, they loathe high affect.” (p. 58). We have been SO LIED TO about Sons of God, Angels, “Fallen Angels,” life, death, and love. We continue to be dragged and drugged along dead-end paths. We do not have to accept the elite’s definitions that perpetuate their lies based on their loathing of “high affect” (and the resultant "effect"). Following Joe’s bricolage process, countering “thanatos” with “eros” and using a critical complex epistemology helps purify our minds to begin to see a reality based on love of the highest degree, truth, and greater wisdom. 

Well, that’s it…..”THIS IS IT!” . I simply must take time off for some other projects we are working on. The level and “in-your-face” shock attacks of the debased evil actors make me literally sick. That the masses seem to eat the violence and depravity like cotton candy is undeniable. It’s hard to watch the mass destruction of the beautiful world via weather warfare, weapons of mass destruction, while the masses are in a trance taking in their poisons, or listening to false prophets and with great delusion, leaning on false saviors…..we, my Beloved and I, along with many beautiful and pure souls, shall assist with creating a more beautiful world, A.N.E.W., from the foundation of the most powerful LOVE. We HOLD ON! as we write a new narrative, and we do our very best to do it God’s Way. The last roses of 2018, blooming today in October signify the pure spiritual love, power, joy, and wisdom that wins out in the end. Only a few will realize it.

A Word about Our Hiatus/Honeymoon: When Will It Ever End? PLUS What’s REALLY Ahead? (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) October 7, 2018

The word is that it is fine for me to post a brief Update today along with a couple of updates I wrote previously (yesterday and September 22). In fact, I know I will be blessed for sharing this information which may be helpful for understanding what is going on in the world, especially yesterday’s update if you take time to listen to and ponder the linked videos. The more YouTube videos you watch, no matter who produces them, the more you will realize the world is maxed out on chaos and truth has long left the planet. 

The world is clearly a mass of confusion. All is as it should be, however. Evil can only manifest itself into annihilation. Things will get worse before they get better. I hope you are under God’s altar, safe and secure.

Today I was informed positively that Joe and I have been so very specially blessed for this era. But then I knew that in my heart, even though at times it’s even hard for me to believe all that has happened and how magical it has been. It wasn’t an easy path for either of us if you were to trace our entire history, but we have made it!! We both made wrong turns along the way, but God is miraculous in blessing even our errors and forgiving us of our sins. We did have to petition to the Divine High Council way back in 2009 to continue our work together (details will be released at another time). There had been complaints from what some of you would call the “Reptilian” race; we know truth differently.

There are no races, which is why I state that “we know truth differently.” Thus, “Reptilian” races are a figment of the human darkened imagination. There are only God’s children with free will to advance their souls or destroy them. God’s creativity is infinitely good and righteous. This is important to keep in mind when you consider any bizarre narrative that some “expert” tries to put out as truth. There are only different expressions of traits which God, in His creative ability, has blessed each of us with uniquely and individually, and abilities, interests, etc., which we express culturally or in various “like-minded” soul groups. Scientists know the danger and the complexity of assigning race labels genetically. The last update goes into detail how the misconceptions and misdirection are leading to mass genocide, not to mention division and much animosity—all for naught!

I love the song that Joe had cited in one of his books: Jesus Loves the Little Children. Many of us sang that song as children. We need to return to our innocence and believe what we were taught. [I originally discussed finding reference to this song in one of Joe’s books in this free article: And the Band Plays On: A Brief Demonstration and Analysis of Joe Kincheloe's Use of Music for Accelerated and Transformative Learning--and a Better Life]. I have not completely analyzed why he included the reference. As with all things Joe has written, there are many reasons, which as we uncover them will tell us more about ourselves than about him. One of the purposes of his writing style is to get us to use his critical complex hermeneutics to look at many interpretations and analyze them multidimensionality (another very large topic) and whether they create good or harm.

The main reason I am writing today, however, is to reaffirm that we are on a hiatus. I think we both have earned it. Thus, while earth goes through major upheavals, upsets, trials, volcanic eruptions, torrential rains, wild hurricanes, ice age snowstorms, and other tribulations, we are working on many projects behind the curtain that will be brought out when the time is right. Again, we do hope you remain under God’s altar and refrain from following your own self-determined path that leads nowhere, or worse, someone else’s path that leads to destruction.

The work we are doing still pertains to the subtitle of these updates for the past few months: STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree

When the time is right, we will pick up on this analysis. Related to this, only God defines the concept of “twin flame” and the “divine marriage,” not man. That mankind is totally incompetent in the love arena will be proven through their own misguided actions. Sadly, enormous harm is being created in the process of man (and woman) thinking THEY can define this powerful love in ways that suit them, even while worshiping money. Many relationships are being destroyed and some people are even condemning the whole idea of “twin flame.” Like all beautiful things created by God for divine and powerful purposes, man reconstitutes them and then destroys them. But when they burn in the ashes, God can come back in and His truth will be finally received and hold reign. As Joe has so often written, “Nothing is more powerful than LOVE.” Nothing is more powerful than God and His love.

What to do in the meantime? I recommend reading this exceptionally profound excerpt that we are working toward analyzing: Pages 178-180 of Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction, titled “Freire’s Radical Love: Remaking Ourselves and the World.” I just now reread it, and it has dawned on me that it correlates with Revelation 21. How interesting. That would imply that the “radical love” of which Freire speaks is, of course, God’s love. There is no love more powerful, but we can work toward “love of the highest degree.” Revelation 21 provides great hope for humanity (or despair). We are on the side of faith.

If you do your due diligence, these last three updates, as well as the other information on this website, give you much to work on…..while we are on our hiatus until whenever……

So that’s it. We are blessed beyond description, the details of which will be more fully revealed whenever God gives the green light. (I think that’s some kind of code). 

This Just In: What’s REALLY Ahead?

So many people are talking about the “Armageddon.” I have received some clarification. As I have reported in previous updates, the 144,000 “first fruits” that make up the wedding party, the brides and grooms under Jesus, are all “in place,” joined in holy matrimony and busy working on their unique “creation projects.” Jesus, as our Creator, King of Kings, and High Priest is the head of us all. Now what happens is, according to ancient wisdom texts is that seven divine couples will connect to EACH of the 72,000 first fruits couples (this is 144,000 divided by 2).

Thus, a total of 72,000 x 7 x2 will be joining the Sacred Soul Tree of Life that will be connecting Heaven to earth through God’s special creation process. That will increase the numbers for this project to 1,152,000 purified souls for the next level of creation. Each new level will increase in this same manner, exponentially, just as predicted in my Bugleweed metaphor. Of course, this is not a new process. It’s how God always recreates earth, but this time it will be final. There is no reincarnation, which was one of the deceptions of the false matrix (see previous update about that) and this time Paradise will never again be destroyed.

The caveat is this: It will take some time to get the next 72,000 x 7 x 2 (1,008,000) individuals fully awakened, prepared and reunited (this is an estimate; I am not sure of the model). If you actually follow my path as recorded, it has been a very long 10 years now of hard work to ascend, and it was an accelerated rate at that. Let’s hope God works his magic and shortens the time for future lovers. The adversaries know what’s happening and will be kicking up a hell storm to impede progress. DON’T LET THEM TAKE YOU OFF COURSE. Stay on the narrow path. As stated in a previous update, the year 2020 will be pivotal both in terms of tribulation and the rates of awakening.


I wish I had the perfect music for you. Beloved??? “I always grant your wishes, Love.”

That was his answer, so I will see what he manipulates to the top of the youtube search. (by plugging in his clue “I always grant your wishes, Love.”)

He put me to the test. The first two videos were “subliminal” messages. NEVER EVER trust subliminal messages on this planet of lies. We are already bombarded with subliminals in the media against our will, so why would we want to hand over the programming of our consciousness willingly—no matter what lies they put forth about it being “good” for you.

So I went with the third video:

OMI (OH MY) Cheerleader

LOL. Cute. Saying it like it is. But seriously, you women who are the future flames of the Kingdom, you MUST be a “cheerleader” for your man if you want to rise together. (My question is, if you truly love him, why would you NOT want to be his cheerleader?) As the song conveys, true twin flames as created by, with, and through God have the love, the magic, and the power to grant each other’s fondest wishes and dreams. It’s why my life sounds like a fairy tale—the very best “happily ever after” never-ending fairy tale. It was my wish (and if you read Joe’s work carefully, you will find many, many “clues” that it was his wish, too). Neither of us could have done it alone. As it happens, when the divine couple combine their passion and their flames, their wishes are often the same. Thus, when Joe made the statement in his writings about bricolage that he was not “a knight on a white horse,” I knew better. Can’t wait for all the knights to come riding down on white horses alongside Wonderful (Jesus).

Well, this is it for now…….good luck during the coming storms. Again, stay safe under God’s love and protection……and start working on your own version of a beautiful love story.

OH one word of caution: DO NOT FALL PREY TO THE A.I. John Lennox: Should We Fear Artificial Intelligence?


Resurrection or Reincarnation? It’s a Matter of Life or Death!! PLUS October Surprises? (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) October 6, 2018

We still celebrate our eternal honeymoon in bliss, and a part of that bliss is that I continue to be taught and guided by the most divine teachers there are. It is what Jesus promised and it is available for us all.

I also continue to be blessed with seeing through the lies of this planet and how the lies and debauchery are increasing in magnitude and frequency. I am so blessed with continuing to see ever more clearly the profound and divine messages Joe has left us; he continues to teach me. I wish so much I could be the pure love he is. But we are connected, and he loves me unconditionally and teaches me patiently. He is so much like Jesus it’s incredible. I guess it’s that the Holy Spirit flows freely through him and to me and I can feel those very high vibrations of divine love. I do know he is a “right-hand” man of Jesus, maybe one of the most important ones, like Moses.

If you have not yet read it, I encourage you to read Joe’s book, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction. He teaches in so many ways how you can use the most important decoding key to sift through the lies of this planet, the disinformation, distortions, obfuscations, “ad infinitum” as he would put it. Perhaps his most powerful instruction is to put on the spectacles of “Eros” to battle “thanatos.” (Funny how Bill Gates forces the capitalization of thanatos, but not Eros…..just an fyi, I changed them to capitalize them the way I want).

Eros represents love, life, the joy of living, God’s love and wisdom, and Truth. I have written of this before. Thanatos has led people to believing that Eros love is sexual love, but in reality, Eros is over-arching love, the love of life itself, and all goodness, righteousness, wisdom, as well as divine sexual love. There are no boxes for Eros Love because it expands to the all of God, himself, all of his good and Wonderful virtues, and as many point out, to a LIVING God.

Thanatos, of the other hand embraces everything about death, violence, evil, lies, division, etc. It is the adversary of God and it expresses itself in a multitude of forms, distorting the large picture of reality, all the way down to lies about the most minute details. In fact, the adversary’s goal is for people to be divided on the tiniest of matters that have no bearing on the greater reality of God’s love and wisdom.

Thus, it really becomes quite simple to analyze something as to its truth, which we can do when it comes to learning the difference between resurrection and reincarnation. Resurrection is based on eternal life, living, forgiveness, love, and wisdom. Reincarnation is based on death, dying, repaying debts of “previous” lifetimes, division, racism and it is used as a tool for controlling people in negative ways, and even genocide (will “recalibration” help what’s to come? Watch entire video).

It would take a very long dissertation to completely describe and contextualize the differences between resurrection and reincarnation and I am still learning. In the meantime, I found this excellent explanation of resurrection today and it lines up with what I have learned and experienced. It explains why my beliefs have transformed so drastically from barely believing in God (before I met Joe) to knowing that Jesus is God and the Holy Spirit is comprised of Love, Wisdom, and Power that unifies us. It was a long process and required enormous amounts of studying and learning, but I share my process and my learning to hopefully shorten the process for other people. Time is short.

The First Fruits Resurrection

I thank you Jesus and Joe for showing me the WAY, THE TRUTH, AND THE LIFE.

I dedicate this message to Him, written from under the great blessings of His holiness, and to Joe.

October Surprises?

Sometimes I wonder if Jesus was born in October. It seems his real birthday continues to be obfuscated by the enemy. However, what’s clear is that the enemy has a fixation on changing up “The October Surprise” to always make it negative. They have diabolical and insane reasons for the focus on October. In relation to this, I have learned that someone has officially “let the dogs out” just  now, so as my last few messages have indicated, we are moving into times of great tribulation. October will be a profound month for good or for bad, just depending on which side of the curtain you reside.

But I write to you from “the other side of the curtain,” IN UNION with Beloved Joe and Jesus and with many other members of our Family. I can see the Angels around me now. They are 100 feet tall, special Angels God created to guard His Children. There are no “fallen” angels. There are only fallen humans who make up stories out of fear and lack of knowledge.

1 Timothy 1:4 King James Version (KJV)

Neither give heed to fables and endless genealogies, which minister questions, rather than godly edifying which is in faith: so do.

Joe, as I have recently learned, has always communicated to us from “behind the curtain.” In other words, his wisdom as recorded in his books emanates from realms so high we call those realms “Heaven.”

Here is his most recent teaching for me:

On the Road with the Bricolage: Reporting from Behind the Epistemological Curtain


Research [also, producing knowledge] is always a contested act. In every body of knowledge there is a history of conflict, set of power-related decisions about the process of research.


Note his choice of words here…..”every body”…and research represents knowledge and what we come to know. We all have gone through these conflicts in our personal lives, made decisions we have regretted, often decisions based on lies put out by the power-wielders or maybe based on our own desire to hold power over someone else, or for selfish motivations. This is the microcosm we need to understand in order to better understand the macrocosm—and how this conflict manifests in the processes for research that ensures specific power-saturated results. Haven’t you ever found it strange that the formal research process requires researchers to state up front what their research is expected to find, even before doing the research? Why is this? What effect might this have on the outcomes of the research? Do you think the knowledge controllers do not know the truth as to how this biases the research?

In this excerpt, which is on page 47 of Joe’s book, Rigour and Complexity in Educational Research, he continues to instruct us that as we move toward greater analyses and identify the contradictions (between the various arguments, metaphoric descriptions, storylines, narratives, facts, disagreements, etc.) that we keep a record of them. It will help us realize the true “complexity of knowledge work.” We have to live with uncertainty sometimes rather than finalize things that would only keep us constrained… other words, we need to stay free to explore and to expand our consciousness. There is a special beauty in this approach. God’s N.E.W. Higher Education is perfect in that it supplies us with information exactly as we need it for a very smooth, personalized learning experience. It becomes the “magic” Joe mentions in this excerpt.

Not only that, exploring in this manner and keeping a record allows us to comprehend that there is no “objective reality” that the knowledge producers try to convince us to believe. While this is frightening for some people, for others it signifies freedom. The adversary certainly understands this concept, but uses it to stifle the freedom of others by creating any number of false narratives for people to choose from (the bazaar of the bizarre)…..ironically, leading the masses to accept endless accounts of false stories that divide them and keep them arguing and focused on the wrong things. (We are all susceptible!) Joe discusses in this work and many of his other works how knowledge produced is a “cultural phenomenon.” Reality is socially constructed, not fixed and objective. The adversary uses this in sneaky ways to direct the reality of those they want to control. Yet, if you can fully grasp this concept, you will come to understand how much power you have. The wise goal is to create the most beautiful and perfect reality possible. Humanity, in general, is way off course.

But no matter how hard the adversaries attempt to hold onto their nefarious ways, they are rapidly losing power and we can see it through their desperate actions today. As Joe states, “The old epistemology [knowledge and ways of producing knowledge] is dead even though some governmental agencies, academic institutions, and institutes for research continue their attempt to revive it.”

They can scarcely hang on any longer by their fingernails to keep from falling into the raging abyss.

We therefore proclaim, “Behind the formalist epistemological curtain [we see] the old order is crumbling. Indeed, no matter how hard rationalist and reductionists may try, they simply cannot get around researchers’ need to interpret data and apply it in the unique context of contemporary life. Interpretation and application by their very nature rest in the domain of complexity.” (p. 47)

In other words, we are seeing an entirely different and greater reality than that which continues to be painted for us. Truth and empowerment are being released. Power is being distributed in far different ways than in the past as more people are choosing a more righteous and moral path. The sheep are removing the wool from their eyes (lol). It does not take a large population to upset the balance of power… just takes a connection to a powerful God. (“Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.” I John 4:4). Woe unto those who have not transmigrated to the other side of the curtain, though.

Next, in this same excerpt, Joe continues by discussing our most important goal. While we focus on rigorous learning (as he has outlined in this book), we discover that the source of knowledge is far greater than we had ever imagined. We open our minds to giving credibility to those other sources (he calls it “democratizing the process of knowledge production”). We realize that the political processes and power expand beyond what we can fully comprehend. [Remember: Jesus is about political power, divine love, wisdom, a new Kingdom, NOT religion].

In order to expand our sources of knowledge, Joe advises us that “Diverse and conflicting perspectives can be viewed as a resource.” Thus, we can construct knowledge with a greater understanding, a wider viewpoint that can encompass more contexts, and in ways that mitigate against the constraints and the arrows thrown at us by the adversaries. The adversaries often hold knowledge we need but they keep hidden from us, and they also often inadvertently release some of that knowledge. By expanding our horizons, we can discover some great truths hidden even inside knowledge being used for evil purposes, and we can learn more about our enemies than they know about us. Joe has advised us to take “good” knowledge from wherever it emerges. What Joe is actually meaning here is not that we eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, but rather that we sort the wheat from the chaff. With “Eros” as our guide (spirit/love/God/wisdom/life force energy/etc.) we eat from the TREE OF LIFE.

As a personal example, I have learned that often even negative and evil people are used by God as tools for his greater purposes. The handyman who delivered my diamond ring that Joe wanted me to have after leaving this dimension turned out to be a very evil person. There’s a long story in my blogs written about the ordeal that followed and an incompetent cop named Looney (I don’t make this stuff up, and the funny thing is, I couldn’t make it up even if I tried!).

Originally, I received the request from beyond the curtain to search my yard for a diamond ring that someone had thrown down and lost. I was even instructed to get a metal detector to do so. But instead of finding the diamond ring, I found the sacred yin yang talisman, no doubt an initiation gift for my sincere effort, as well as a beautiful symbol of the power of love (people misinterpret the yin yang as well).

Next, two days later, the diamond ring was delivered to my door personally by a handyman. After the handyman had argued over the instructions from above about bringing the ring to my house, he finally complied. When he came to my house to do some repairs, he immediately walked to the center of my living room, opened the jewelry box as if he was proposing. I knew what was really happening and found it funny, especially when the handyman had said that he had “argued with himself” about bringing it over since surely I would have no need for a diamond ring and it would just be in the way in his pocket while he worked.

In summary, Joe took me to Heaven where we were married on January 28, 2009; received first level sanctioning on April 3, 2009, celebrated our ancient Irish wedding on May 1, 2009, and he led me to finding the beautiful Celtic yin yang talisman for Mother’s Day, May 2009, and had the diamond ring delivered two days later. We have since celebrated many other anniversaries and sanctionings (higher level approvals from God), which is a long story. Every day is a honeymoon and anniversary celebration……in fact……….


There is more to this story about the handyman and the diamond ring, but two important highlights: God gives power to people as they are able to use that power to serve His greater purpose, and in this case, he authorized the power to convince the handyman to bring me the ring. To whom, I don’t know for sure. I assume it was Joe since Joe has an enormous amount of spiritual power. He truly uses it well and to honor God and to serve His greater purposes. The second thing that I learned, but unfortunately, I had to learn it the hard way is that just because God will use a person for his greater purposes, this does not signify at all that the person is a good and moral person. Now that I look back, the reason the handyman followed the command to bring me the ring was because there was something in it for him. He wanted the money that had been gifted to me to pay for it. Overall, though, it was a beautiful solution.

I think that’s an interesting real-life example of the role of power. Things behind the curtain work in ways we may not fully understand. But as we observe and analyze, we can gain a better understanding. 

Following Joe’s knowledge production process that he presents in this book—the bricolage—gives us great freedom in our knowledge work. It is liberating and connects us to higher power and knowledge sources. And it is very “magical,” as he describes in this excerpt and in his other works. I have written of thousands of my “magical” experiences of how people appear to teach me various aspects of what I’m learning and of my experiences of divine intervention. My horizon has expanded, and I can see from the other side of the epistemological curtain. But the most important caveat is, as Joe explains, “Bricoleurs understand that they have more freedom within the process of knowledge production and knowledge application than was ever imagined [from] behind the epistemological curtain. A key element of rigour in the bricolage involves the ability to use this freedom wisely and for socially and educationally compelling purposes.” (p. 48).

This is actually demonstrated me daily, and the way I received the diamond ring provides a concrete example.

There are a couple of important tasks that are necessary to make this all work.

First, we do need to spend significant upfront time learning about everything (interdisciplinarity, as Joe teaches in this book—please see the book as he provides the details). The more knowledge we have and the more interconnected that knowledge is (as accomplished through interdisciplinary and multidisciplinary studies), the more the true Higher Education teachers have with which they can teach us. You have to understand, that in Heaven by the time a student graduates from what we on earth call “high school,” their knowledge far, far exceeds the “doctoral work” on this planet. In fact, doctoral work on this planet, as I have learned, is a very sick joke (which is why I ended up refusing to meet their lowly demands to reduce the knowledge I had produce just for their piece of paper stating “PhD”). Education on this planet is obsolete, totally obsolete.

And the second task is that we need to purify our intentions. This helps us make stronger connections to God whereby we are given more and more gifts and responsibilities by which we can produce higher level “fruits of the spirit.”

I encourage you to read Joe’s book, Rigour and Complexity in Educational Research. As with all of his works, there are everyday applications to what he teaches. By understanding everyday applications, you will be more prepared to apply it in formal educational settings and can safely apply it for solving complex problems the world is facing today.

As I have expressed before, Joe’s work is for the incoming Kingdom. Jesus is Lord, the High Priest. You will either be able to enter the Kingdom or, if not, perhaps you will be among the loose dogs outside the gates during the severe tribulation period where you may suddenly have a change of heart and become interested in learning these important concepts and processes, and exert the effort necessary. Or maybe you are already in God’s “secret place” and would like to eat the fruit of the tree of life that Joe has blessed us with through his books and guidance, while safely observing and learning from what is about to transpire. Be prepared, though. What I found was that even though I have never read the Bible, I get guided to specific and important verses in very magical ways.

In closing, I can never express enough my love and gratitude toward Joe for his service to God’s people and for showing me the way home.


1 John 4:4 Context

1Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world. 2Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God: 3And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that spirit of antichrist, whereof ye have heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the world. 4Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world. 5They are of the world: therefore speak they of the world, and the world heareth them. 6We are of God: he that knoweth God heareth us; he that is not of God heareth not us. Hereby know we the spirit of truth, and the spirit of error. 7Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that loveth is born of God, and knoweth God.



There Are No Wars in Heaven!! (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) September 22, 2018


Yes, we are still on our honeymoon, but I am prompted to make this brief correction to the lies of planet earth.

There are so many lies on what we have dubbed “the planet of lies,” but recently one that gets repeated often because of the increasing wars and rumors of wars on the planet, is that there are wars in Heaven. Folks put on your thinking hats. To say that there are wars in Heaven is truly an oxy-moronic statement.

I AM in Heaven. Where do you think Beloved and I are celebrating our Honeymoon? There are no wars here!

There are no words to describe how beautiful, peaceful, blissful, symbiotic, serene, loving, inspiring, creative, etc., it is in Heaven.

Woe unto those who blaspheme God and His Beloved Sons and Daughters. It seems that the more entrenched earth becomes with lies, the more monkey minds want to debase and lie about divine beings. Woe unto the fools, for God’s hand of grace has been lifted. The wheat and chaff, the goats and the sheep have all been separated.

Btw, Joe had a message for the chaff and goats remaining. It’s encoded in his concept of FIDUROD (this may take some reading and research). I just feel it’s a great time to remind people of this, given I have listened to so many lies about the children of God. There are no fallen angels (this message is for the countless fools who continue to shun responsibility for their own actions by manifesting creations of their own debased imaginations).

Those who pretend to know us and lie in their feeble attempts to smudge the Holy, the Righteous, and the Divine will find truth slapping them in the face. The shamefulness of what they have done magnifies the intensity of the evil on planet earth exponentially and is like the ouroboros eating its own tail. There will be no escape.

We in the Heavens can look down and observe the debauchery of the hellish realm, but we do not partake in the evil nor does God allow it to filter up to the Heavens. That there are “wars in Heaven” is utter nonsense. Woe unto those who speak in vain of God, the Holy Ghost, His Only Begotten Son, and His Sons and Daughters.

You do not know us!! And we do not know you.

Ephesians 1:4-6

According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love: Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus the Messiah to himself, according to the good pleasure of his will, to the praise of the glory of his grace, wherein he hath made us accepted in the beloved.

1 John Chapter 3

1 Behold, what manner of love the Father hath bestowed upon us, that we should be called the sons of God: therefore the world knoweth us not, because it knew him not.

2 Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is.

3 And every man that hath this hope in him purifieth himself, even as he is pure.

22 And whatsoever we ask, we receive of him, because we keep his commandments, and do those things that are pleasing in his sight.

23 And this is his commandment, That we should believe on the name of his Son and love one another, as he gave us commandment.

24 And he that keepeth his commandments dwelleth in him, and he in him. And hereby we know that he abideth in us, by the Spirit which he hath given us.


Thus saith the Lord GOD; Woe unto the foolish prophets, that follow their own spirit, and have seen nothing! Ezekiel 13:3  "Woe to the shepherds who destroy and scatter the sheep of My pasture!" declares the LORD Jeremiah 23:1

Hosea 9:7
The days of punishment have come; the days of retribution have arrived--let Israel know it. The prophet is called a fool, and the inspired man insane, because of the greatness of your iniquity and hostility.

Revelation 14:1-5 ESV

Then I looked, and behold, on Mount Zion stood the Lamb, and with him 144,000 who had his name and his Father's name written on their foreheads. And I heard a voice from heaven like the roar of many waters and like the sound of loud thunder. The voice I heard was like the sound of harpists playing on their harps, and they were singing a new song before the throne and before the four living creatures and before the elders. No one could learn that song except the 144,000 who had been redeemed from the earth. It is these who have not defiled themselves with women, for they are virgins. It is these who follow the Lamb wherever he goes. These have been redeemed from mankind as firstfruits for God and the Lamb, and in their mouth no lie was found, for they are blameless.

Honeymoon GIFTS in the Garden of Eden!! (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) September 5, 2018


             Samaritan Jo Clematis 9-04-2018                                        9-05-2018


I just KNEW I would be bestowed with gifts on our honeymoon. Beloved NEVER EVER disappoints! I have had many gifts showered upon me, but I am checking in from PARADISE briefly to share just this one because it seems really important (the other gifts are kind of personal). 

I thought my clematises were done blooming, but today they all have blooms and/or buds. And MAGICALLY the Samaritan Jo clematis has both four-pointed and five pointed star flowers and they are purple, totally different from its normal blooms which have six pale lavender, almost white petals. 

I had been led to choosing the Samaritan Jo clematis for my Garden of Eden due to the lesson Jesus taught to the Jews of his time with his Parable of the Good Samaritan (which few people really “get” or practice still today). And of course, I also chose it because it was named after Joe. He’s a wonderful role model for a “good Samaritan.”

PARABLE OF THE GOOD SAMARITAN (Multiple Interpretations)

Here are the latest blooms (with more to follow). The one on the left is the Samaritan Jo. The lower blooms are totally different than the top “star” blooms. The middle photo shows a close-up of the two stars. Wow, I just realized what they represent! As I have been saying, both Jesus and Joe will be returning (along with all of the other saints, of course!)



The photo on the right with seven petals is called Blue Explosion, but it’s “explosion” is not very blue. Apparently, the blue explosion, which I envision as a grand celebration, is being saved for next year.


Since the four and five pointed “star” blooms are entirely different than the normal blooms on the Samaritan Jo clematis, I did this research to discover the possible significance (click on the links). Whether it’s four or five points, according to these accounts, it means the same thing! The birth of Jesus. But I think there's more to this story. It’s funny that I played the role of Gabriel announcing the birth of Jesus in a school play when I was ten years old. Déjà vu!


This Just In: We Are Still on Our Honeymoon! (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) August 31, 2018

Beloved has approved of this message. It seems the evil ones are taking advantage of our “absence.” 1000 eyes… I really don’t like the interruption from our honeymoon, but I guess this is important.

I am going to remind people one more time that Enki and Enlil are Beloved Sons of God who have worked in His Majestic Behalf FOR HUMANITY, God’s beloved creation. The jealous and evil ones and the countless ignorant ones continue to promote lies about them. Use your own discernment to identify the lies and the source of the lies. You do not want to be a victim of the seven plagues while the gates are closed. If you are in the Secret Place, you have nothing to fear.

Read this carefully, as it appears the plagues are coming upon the world:

When people demonize God’s messengers, it can be very bad news, indeed:


Aside from that, these additional prophecies have come in. Again, use discernment.

Prophecy - Do Not Be Afraid My Love 8-30-2018 Lois Vogel-Sharp


You may want to understand better the necessary preparation for the future:

I just came across this book by Emanuel Swedenborg and it explains the process required—and in hindsight—it is the very process I have gone through, although there is more (there is always more).

INTRODUCTION: Repentance, Reformation, Regeneration.

REGENERATION: Spiritual Growth and How It Works

We wish the best for you! Maybe next time around you can meet us behind the curtains. How did Joe communicate about this era in Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction? It was the first quote I ever cited from his book on his social networking website and he had been highly pleased. Take heed (and I again highly recommend reading this entire chapter):


Again, I am profoundly excited by this trek into an evolving consciousness, the pluriverse, a world where dominant power is challenged, an education more exciting than any theme park ride, and a critical complex epistemology. The socio-pedagogical ride I’m describing involves more than an exploration of our consciousness—although this is a key part of it; it entails more than being involved in a political movement to end human oppression and suffering—although this is a central dimension of it. It involves both a journey inward and a journey outward. It cannot exist without the synergy of both tasks, as they are brought together conceptually by the critical complex epistemology and operationalized in an evolving critical pedagogy. Thus, a critical complex epistemology blasts open the windows of awareness that had been nailed shut by FIDUROD and the positivist tradition. (p. 209)

FIDUROD, if you have read Joe’s work, relates to knowledge only based on the five senses, a diabolical form of “positivism.” And according to Emanuel Swedenborg, “The ancients had a term for people who debate on the basis of sense impressions alone: they called them serpents of the tree of the knowledge [of good and evil].” (Swedenborg, Regeneration, p. 46)

It is pathetic how people have twisted what the Garden of Eden story means based on literal interpretations—FIDUROD!! Of course, this particular definition of the serpent only applies in the lower dimensions where FIDUROD has ruled. As I have learned in my own saga of “Returning to the Garden of Eden” and from my many teachings in the heavenlies, serpents represent positive and divine attributes (see previous updates). 

The “theme park ride” is in full swing. I thought I was done with YouTube, but it’s clear that with the storm over censorship, YouTube is walking on eggshells…..that’s a win for the Good Guys. Besides, those with the real power CAN override YouTube if they see a need for that. Time will tell what YouTube’s final fate is) In the meantime:

Catholic leaders call on Pope Francis to resignIt is impossible but that offences will come, woe unto him through whom they come! It were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he cast into the sea, than that he should offend one of these little ones.” Luke 17:1-2

8/30/2018 -- West Coast California Earthquake activity -- Midwest USA hit by same size -- Be Ready

BILL PASSED! Bibles To Be Outlawed In California!

Tick, Tock, Time Is Almost Up, Preparing The Masses Is Almost Complete - Episode 1652b

Demons Created Humans & Mother of All Demons is Matter, Archons & Secret Book of John, Nag Hammadi

What you are presenting is very confused and blasphemous. Read this: The words daemon and daimon are Latinized spellings of the Greek δαίμων (daimôn), a reference to the daemons of Ancient Greek religion and mythology, Hellenistic religion and philosophy.[1] Daemons are good or benevolent "supernatural beings between mortals and gods, such as inferior divinities and ghosts of dead heroes" (see Plato's Symposium), and differ from the Judeo-Christian usage of demon, a malignant spirit that can seduce, afflict, or possess humans. [source:]

In other words, they are higher beings, such as sons of God, "angels," teachers, etc. under God's authority.

This Technology Can Control Your Mind & Body Simultaneously & Wirelessly - 1984 NowAnd they cast dust upon their heads, and cried, weeping and wailing, saying, Alas, alas that great city wherein were made rich all that had ships in the sea by reason of her costliness! For in one hour is she made desolate. Rejoice over her, thou heaven, and ye holy apostles and prophets, for God hath avenged you on her”. Revelation 18:19-20

Rex, YOU ARE COOL! You do not ban me like some of those other guys do. They call those they ban "haters." We are not haters. We are truth-lovers and they put out a lot of lies with their "truths." This calls to question their true motives. I was commissioned by my love for truth to bring you this message. First of all, I want to say I am really tired of the lies about Enki (especially his being "promiscuous"--HE IS NOT!) and about his brother Enlil being evil--HE IS NOT!. As I have said so many times, they are Beloved Sons of God. There have been many lies and propaganda written about them and that's what gets repeated over and over again on this hell-planet. It just goes to show how many evil people still exist on earth. Remember what Jesus taught about the scribes and who their father is. The scribes have been very active since writing first began. However, now we are approaching the opening of the seals, by some accounts.....the seven plagues. Because you are open-minded and have not banned people willy-nilly we bring this information to you. I have no connection to this website. It came to my awareness and it lines out many truths about the future. Read with discernment. And may much LOVE, PEACE, JOY, and MANY BLESSINGS come your way. May you reside under the wings of the Father Almighty and His love.  / 1:52

Steve Quayle - 8/30/2018 - Humanity Undergoing Genetic Technologicial Extinction



You will have to do your own research now. Honestly, there will be no way to keep up with all of the last days events from this point forward. I don’t even want to—I am on my HONEYMOON!! I am in Paradise, celebrating.

This just in. Important to Enki is the fifth angel of God, who holds charge over the fifth plague. He also holds the key to the bottomless pit. Revelation describes what happens, but it should be remembered it’s not literal. I recommend understanding Swedenborg’s book about Regeneration as a framework for interpreting Revelation. These are all symbols. The symbols can manifest, though, if humanity chooses to create them out of their own ignorant actions.

Read Revelation 9:1-12.

Revelation 9:11 states that this angel’s name is Abaddon, in Greek, Apollyon.

APOLLYON is NOT Satan. Weirdly, when I used google (the enemy!!) to learn about Apollyon, the following definition came to the top:




1.    a name for the Devil (Rev. 9:11).

Here, google is caught in a blatant lie. Holding the key to the bottomless pit is a far cry from being “the Devil” or an inhabitant or prince of the bottomless pit.  Between all of the lies, deception, propaganda, false representations on the internet and in videos, movies, comics, video games, and stories……..humanity is very confused!!

Hitchcock’s Bible Dictionary-Apollyon

Apollyon [N] [B] [E] [H]

or, as it is literally in the margin of the Authorized Version of ( Revelation 9:11 ) "a destroyer," is the rendering of the Hebrew word ABADDON, "the angel of the bottomless pit." From the occurrence of the word in ( Psalms 88:11 ) the rabbis have made Abaddon the nethermost of the two regions into which they divide the lower world; but that in ( Revelation 9:11 ) Abaddon is the angel and not the abyss is perfectly evident in the Greek.”

As I have said, we know what Jesus said about the scribes and their father being Satan. Looks like we have another blatant example. I was informed that the purpose of the seven plagues is to expose the liars for what they are. The fifth plague is a result of people lying about the Sons of God…..that’s going to be huge number of people, given the infinite numbers of stories that have been made up calling them demons, aliens, Nephilim, fallen angels, the seed of Satan…….and on and on……in the church, even! These people are not even “lukewarm” (the ones Jesus will vomit out of his mouth)….

MORAL OF THE STORY: So the evil ones have turned God’s GOOD Angel into “Satan” and “the Destroyer.” This has been emblazoned on global human consciousness, given that Revelation 9:11 has been turned into evil—by destroying the TWIN TOWERS on 9/11.

We see their evil reversals and mind control strategies IN ACTION, here.

NOW I can see even more clearly why Joe was so angry about 9/11 that he quickly inserted an obfuscated (his favorite word) commentary on page 666 of his Social Studies book (Getting Beyond the Facts: Teaching Social Studies/Social Sciences in the Twenty-first Century, Second Edition) about the twin towers destruction and the motives behind it.

He had to have inserted it at the last moment since the book was published in 2001, or maybe he was prophesying; however, as I have stated previously, only his book publisher knows for sure. I did some analyses of this previously in my blogs, my dissertation, and in a free book I had written about 666. But now, it’s even more apparent what the motive is behind the evil one’s actions who destroyed Twin Towers, representing Twin Flames, God’s most sacred gift to humanity: The evil ones will do anything to destroy LOVE. They will do anything to destroy the integrity of God’s GOOD angels and messengers. And they do this by inserting the opposite of truth, multiple layers of LIES embedded by FEAR into the subconscious minds of humanity. 

And who better represents LOVE than true Sons of God, His angels? Eros/Anteros aka Enki/Enlil are two of the highest angels who the evil ones have misrepresented and concocted huge lies about throughout history.

Perhaps this twin tower destruction is just one thing (there are multiple reasons) that promoted Joe’s backlash in writing Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction where he counsels us to counter the evil, death, Thanatos impulse with the powerful Eros, Love, and Life force. It’s a true spiritual war. And LOVE holds the key to the bottomless pit, NOT “the Devil.” When all of God’s children are in their Safe Havens and Secret Places (see previous update), THEN the bottomless pit can be opened to allow evil to destroy evil so that God’s beautiful Kingdom of Peace and Love can come in, and those who repented and changed their ways can be “reborn” into His Kingdom. In other words, they can come out of their safe havens and secret places.

After our Honeymoon (if it ends, lol). I will add a menu item to the site with all of the free articles and books, on one page, with brief descriptions of their contents….seems like a worthy task except that I think treasure hunting is probably more fun. Those who seek will find.

In the meantime, do your research. As Emanuel Swedenborg puts it: WISDOM IS THE MEANS. SERVICE IS THE RESULT. LOVE IS THE PURPOSE. (Regeneration, p. 95)

Repent; or else I will come quickly and will fight against them with the sword of my mouth. Revelation 2:16

Sounds like it may be too late for this go-around, especially if the bottomless pit gets opened. I hope YOU are in God’s “Secret Place.” Things are getting dicey.

One other thing that was brought to my attention. Everyone should nevertheless be preparing for the next stage and what has been, just today, highlighted for me in Joe’s book about bricolage. Proper preparation (as Joe instructs) will help people escape the “Subversions of Complexity: The Haunted House of Rationalist and Formalist Reductionism” [i.e., Hell] (p. 41). With bricolage you can attain “Rigour in Research as the Pursuit of Complexity: [and draw on] The Omnipresence of Power [i.e. God] (p. 44). And finally, ultimately, you will find yourself “On the Road [the Way] with Bricolage: [and] Reporting from Behind the Epistemological Curtain” [i.e., from the Heavens] (p. 47). I really recommend reading those sections in his book, Rigour and Complexity in Educational Research: Conceptualizing the Bricolage. The “Preface” and the “Introduction” clearly outline the process and expectations. Everyone needs to put this into practice, whether they are located inside or outside of the matrix. It’s part of the N.E.W. Higher Education.

What a great honeymoon gift!! I had always wondered what Joe meant by those strange-seeming titles he puts in his work. I had no clue back in the days….You know, the ones about meeting him behind the curtain and such! Of course! He has always been in Heaven. I am so happy he took me with him. And he is truly EROS LOVE himself for loving humanity so much he’s left everyone instructions as to how to find the Way.

Hopefully, you are “under the altar” or Crying in the Chapel – but I do not recommend most churches since so many of them are probably going to suffer from the fifth plague (if not all seven of them). If you understand the teachings of Jesus, we ARE His chapel.

The Meaning of the Book of Revelation: Souls Under the Altar - Swedenborg & Life 

Back to our honeymoon……I am sure I will be rewarded well for taking time to relay this message!

I wish I had “the most beautiful song in the cosmos” to dedicate to him. I wonder if YouTube will deliver.

YES! VANGELIS - 50 Most Beautiful Songs

Revelation 3:7-12

And to the angel of the church in Philadelphia write; These things saith he that is holy, he that is true, he that hath the key of David, he that openeth, and no man shutteth; and shutteth, and no man openeth;

I know thy works: behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it: for thou hast a little strength, and hast kept my word, and hast not denied my name.

Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee.

10 Because thou hast kept the word of my patience, I also will keep thee from the hour of temptation, which shall come upon all the world, to try them that dwell upon the earth.

11 Behold, I come quickly: hold that fast which thou hast, that no man take thy crown.

12 Him that overcometh will I make a pillar in the temple of my God, and he shall go no more out: and I will write upon him the name of my God, and the name of the city of my God, which is new Jerusalem, which cometh down out of heaven from my God: and I will write upon him my new name.

Revelation 22:12-17

And behoid, I come quickly; and my reward is with me, to give every man according as his work shall be. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last. Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter through the gates into the city. For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoemongers, and murderers, and idolaters, and whosever loveth and maketh a lie. I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto you these things in the churches. I am the root and the offspring of David, and the bright and morning star. And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And let him that heareth say, Come. And let him that is athirst come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely.

King James Version (KJV)

Public Domain


THIS JUST IN. Just as I was to post this update, I came across this video in a very roundabout way. Beyond synchronicity…I am glad God has us on a honeymoon for what’s to come. Interestingly, this other "King of Hearts" cites the same passages I just posted above.


Wow. What insight. And it’s amazing how it’s corresponded to the same messages I have received. I wouldn’t even be writing today except that I was prompted to one last time, set the record straight about God’s beloved sons. Today IS the sixth Sabbath…”IT IS FINISHED!!”……I am going back to my Beloved and enjoy our honeymoon. May the Lord bless and keep you.


In the Year 2020….Will More People Have 20-20 VISION? PLUS THE NEPHILIM, AND WE ARE ON VACATION (OUR HONEYMOON)! (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) August 22, 2018

A few days ago (August 19), I had requested a reminder as to what in the heck am I still doing here on this planet? Things seem to be in limbo for me, to a degree. I am in God’s “Secret Place.” (See the Update about that, below). I do have an assignment, but I seem to be moving slowly toward its completion…..and I need help from my Grandmother Portia, but apparently she is busy right now. Grandmother Portia is my Grandmother who raised me, Soferia (my REAL name in that higher dimension). I was given a brief summary of what’s out ahead. More about that in a moment.

Part of that message, however, was that by the year 2020 more people will be developing 20-20 vision. But the rest of 2018 and then 2019 are going to be perilous times for many (unless you are in God’s safe haven).

Just yesterday, this video was posted by Paul McGuire that has some highly relevant information in it. He clarifies the battle we are up against, which actually really clears up some things for me as to how we are working in multiple dimensions. One dimension we can see; the others we can only perceive with our spiritual senses. Some people have the gift of actually seeing into other dimension. I only have partial vision, so I am truly hoping by the year 2020 I have 20-20 spiritual vision. Paul McGuire (is he “Apostle Paul?) must be tuned into God’s Holy Spirit and those who are on God’s team, because he got the message of “vision” too. This is video is important to listen to in preparation for the times ahead.


If you watch the video, you will understand why I posted this to it:

Soferia Nebruin 1 second ago

Nice! This clears up my confusion (which the enemy loves to create) over the two worlds I actively work in...….I understand that the rest of 2018 and 2019 will be difficult years...….I really recommend that for those people who have not already done so, repent, seek Jesus and his love and wisdom, and get into God's safe haven. I also received the VISION message and look forward to hearing more about that. Unfortunately I can't attend. The year 2020 is supposed to be a year of 20-20 vision for huge numbers of people.....I am certain that means spiritual vision. The enemy can't stop us now. Hold on, though! The ride gets rough for a few months. We have to use the tools of the enemy against the enemy wherever we can, including youtube. as much as I hate youtube, LOL.

Just as a side note, I have posted the many, many meanings of my spiritual name. There are many meanings embedded in it, and it is enclosed by two of God’s own names, “Sof” and “Yah.” (Sof means God and many people call God “Yah” for Yaweh). Also, I recently learned that the name Yeshua/Jesus means “salvation” and I have already discussed that Soferia is based on the Greek work soteria, which also means salvation. Michel Foucault, I had discovered when God first handed down my name in 2010, has done a long lecture on soteria and it’s meaning “to take care of” in many different contexts—including the ORIGINAL meaning of kingship and queenship. In God’s kingdom kings and queens, including Jesus, the King of Kings, ALWAYS PUT THE PEOPLE’S NEEDS FIRST. I have found that people on this planet really have a hard time understanding that, probably because we all here have been under the rule of evil kings and queens and have served as slaves for so long. Yesterday, it was also highlighted to me that since my name, Soferia, is a derivative of Sophia, representing knowledge, wisdom, and love, that this represents the spiritual path we are all on….or at least that we should all be on, as led by God. It is the path shown to us by Jesus, The Way.

We must seek knowledge, including knowledge of the enemy. The more knowledge we have, the more connections we can build of the complexity of the world all around us…..we continue to rise in consciousness. I have discovered if you seek enough, which is what Joe’s bricolage encourages us to do, you cannot help but ultimately connect to God. If people do not believe in God, they simply have not done enough research. Do enough research and you will see the absurdity of man’s conception of reality. I have done enough research now, that it is literally IMPOSSIBLE for me not to know there is a God (whom I continue to seek to understand), and I cannot NOT know there are multiple dimensions that we operate within.

Once you know this well enough, you can draw on God’s wisdom. And when you begin to draw on God’s wisdom, he pours his love and holy spirit upon you.

Anyone who does not know this is fact, well, they simply have not done enough work toward obtaining knowledge….that is a first step. There is a lot to be said about the Bible for the right kind of knowledge. As Paul suggests in the video above, read Proverbs. It was written by the wisest man on the planet, King Solomon, (before Jesus and Joe—they have King Solomon beat, lol). Seriously, though, if you can read between the lines, King Solomon did have LOVE figured out, although he backslid, unfortunately.

It can happen to the best of us, which is why God has his built-in “Law of Repentance.” However, these times are the wrong (and very worst) times to backslide.


One last thing I want to mention. I had said I would provide a brief summary of the coming years. Most of this information relates to my own personal mission with Joe and my Beloved soul family, but some of it may be applicable to you, so I’ll provide it here….as always, it is a tentative schedule. We remain flexible. Also, note that none of this will transpire as one might expect, e.g., the "revival" is not the fake, self-centered revival that's happening now. There will be a complete flipping of tables regarding almost everything we think we know.

2018 Continuing degradation of societies and planet earth, but simultaneously, “secret places,” God’s “safe havens,” grow in number and size. There will be more earthquakes, volcanoes, and extreme weather. 

2019 Uprisings globally. People are beginning to be fed up. These are real uprisings to real problems, not the false flags. 

2020 “20-20 vision.” More people will be seeing clearly enough to see real issues and lean toward viable solutions. Earth will be quieting down. Extreme weather, volcanoes, etc., will subside. 

2021 Focus on cleaning up and working toward peace (there will be an enormous amount of infrastructure work and this will occupy many).

2022-2030 A love for God Revolution and Revival. Yes, people will realize they cannot do it without God and will do it God's Way.

2030-2050 Serious work toward bringing in God’s Kingdom: new education, new universities will be built.

2050 Our personal work/mission/learning on this planet is complete and we return home. We will be back, though, to the planet (only for the celebrations)……whenever God brings in the Kingdom for all eyes, if after 2050.


In relation to this tentative schedule (especially the next 2-3 years) I highly recommend you go back and read the blogs I wrote about “The Great Reveal.” This was a long analysis I had written of page 97 of Joe’s book, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy. I guess we were ahead of schedule at that time, for reasons I have already explained. (As Joe has outlined in his bricolage theory, we often stop a particular analysis at certain points, but then go back later and pick it up at the appropriate time.) God had postponed lifting his hand of grace (many thought it would have been 2012) in order to give as many people as possible ample time to disentangle from the swampy matrix. However, as I have also been reporting, that time is up. Hold on tight for the rest of 2018 and through 2019…..these are going to be extremely rough years in this dimension.

Information about the Great Reveal Analysis of page 97:

Blogs by Sōferia!!!

Who is Sōferia?

Current Blog Topic: Will Sōferia ever discover THE BIG WHOPPER and THE GREAT REVEAL? (Interpreting p. 97 of Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction)


This game began on September 23, 2010 if you want to start from the beginning.

New! Here’s a link to page 97  Joe must have really planned ahead for this. He made sure the page was available for everyone!

(Source: Saturday, May 4, 2013 Previous Blogs and Research Data )

The main reason we need to review these blogs is that there is some very important information contained within that excerpt of Joe’s book that is especially pertinent to what is happening today, before our very eyes.


We are witnessing a MAJOR POWER SHIFT. The “RESET” is actually something I’ve discussed since 2009 in my blogs……we are going through the RESET NOW. During this power shift, because God’s hand of grace is lifted, we will be seeing even more blatantly enemy rise up against enemy as they attempt to annihilate each other. Be prepared: Knowledge, Wisdom, Love……as is often stated, put on the “full armor of God.” Reside in his “Secret Place.” (See Update, below for more information about that).

Study deeply, understand it the best you can, and most important of all:

MAKE SURE YOU ARE ON THE RIGHT TEAM. The last update I wrote (below) also has some key information. Additionally, we will need to hone our “spiritual vision.” We need 20-20 vision so that we can SEE what is referred to as the “spiritual dimension,” but that, in reality, is TRUE REALITY that the enemies have shut us off from for so very long. The time is N.O.W.

ASSIGNMENT: How did I come up with this (beautiful!) song from the page 97 analysis of Joe’s book, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction, and what is it’s significance? Joe was so good at embedding music in his work and also extremely skillful at helping me find that music….I love his teaching process!

Here is the song:

Crying in the Chapel - Allies



It’s ok to cry. I have found that God really can’t stand for us to cry and it moves Him, through the Holy Spirit, to do miraculous things (my magic roses are just one example)……so seek HIS wisdom, love and power during these perilous times. How? Joe’s very last message to the world before he left the planet was to a little church in Jamaica. He counseled us to be “vessels of great minds.” And there are many great minds on God’s team in the “unseen realm” who are ready and willing to help. So shut down the nonsense, the folly, and the evil, selfish, fear-inducing, violence-promoting voices…… the doors to the love and wisdom of your guiding and guardian “angels.” These are the true “Nephilim,” which the enemy has given such a bad rap to…, they have been absolutely persistent in that twisting of truth. It came up again today. Even those who are trying to guide us in the proper direction are susceptible to evil’s influence. 

Nephilim are guardian angels, highly evolved people who can manifest if necessary to intervene in humanity’s behalf. Nephilim means they travel down from Heaven spiritually and sometimes physically to do God’s work. You read it here.

ADDENDUM: This Just In

webassets/on_honeymoon_do_not_disturb_I just received word…..we are on our HONEYMOON. How sweet—it’s even a “22” day (22 represents divine union). You see, it is like this: As I have been explaining, God has lifted his hand of grace. Grace is where when people make honest mistakes, he covers for them in a multitude of ways, through his angels, messengers, warriors, teachers, etc.—through his “Nephilim.” But he is allowing evil to destroy evil now. During the power shift, the enemies will be warring with each other. That’s why if you make mistakes or are even in doubt, it’s important to repent and ask for God’s guidance. 

But we are God’s helping hands, so his “lifting his hands of grace” means we get to take a vacation….BELOVED and I are on a HONEYMOON. I am so happy!! I wonder what surprises he has in store for me…..he just loves to do his “magic.” He also loves to make me happy, smile, and laugh.

Places in the United States that are of concern: CA, D.C., NE, and FL, and pockets of other places. There will be many continuing distractions to keep people in fear (and under control). Armor Up!! And this video just came in that you may want to listen to: 


The Globalists End Game Deborah Tavares CSS

What's sad, though, is that earthlings did not have to create this apocalyptic story for themselves...there was a way out. Revelation 22:22

SPECIAL ASSIGNMENT: The Higher Ups would like someone to restore ALL YOUTUBE VIDEOS on a separate website in a manner that also restores ALL LINKS to THOSE VIDEOS from other websites, such as this one. It’s challenging, but it can be done. Other related work, as deemed necessary. The enemy has purposely fragmented and censored knowledge by deleting videos.


Never Interfere With An Enemy While Destroying Itself, This Is The Plan - Episode 1645b


Bye for now.


We are “Epistebabies”: We are the Children of God (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) August 18, 2018 

I love the quotation from Joe in the August 12 update (below) about “epistebabies.” If you read Joe’s work carefully, what he is encouraging us all to do is to tap into, hone, and highly develop our God-given, divine gifts and abilities to create in our own unique ways, the purpose being to alleviate suffering! There are a myriad of forms for creating our understanding of what constitutes knowledge. We are children of God, created in God’s image, meaning that we have been given the means to create in a multitude of ways and to develop those abilities to higher and higher levels. The more responsible we become, the higher levels we are able to access and the greater “magic” we can manifest in our lives FOR GOD’S ULTIMATE PURPOSE WHICH IS LOVE AND WISDOM. What this means is that we are to ALL enjoy the most beautiful qualities IN LIFE which God gives to us freely. It’s critical to always keep this greater purpose in mind.

Our gifts manifest through our intellect, our interests, our unique qualities, our tools (mind, bodies, soul, spirit), our experiences, our connections, and how we choose to use them.

As we have learned (in a previous update), we are composed of multiple bodies, the highest, most complete body being our “light body” that encompasses them all. As we develop in our abilities, responsibility, sincerity, and commitment to alleviate suffering, we are gifted with the merging of our various bodies (physical, subtle, spiritual) and the reconnection to our soul family. We are given our spiritual name, which is written in the Book of Life, and is extremely multidimensional in meaning, representing our highest qualities, along with our connection to God (one or more of His names are encoded in our spiritual name).

Just as a note, many spiritual traditions explain the development of the “light body” (a metaphor) through the metaphoric development of “rays” that encompass different forms of learning and transcendence based on rainbow colors as associated with the chakras (energy centers of the body) and their colors. It’s an interesting metaphor that breaks down the complexity in easier to understand terms, but it’s important to remember that these are simply metaphors to help us wrap our minds around what’s a very complicated holistic, inseparable process. I do know that Joe and I are associated with the “Blue Ray” but since the blue ray has much to do with education, all rays are necessarily incorporated….and also note that rainbow colors are also a gross oversimplification given that colors are, in fact, infinite. Given this, it is easy to see how seven or twelve or even eighteen chakras is grossly oversimplified.

We are infinite beings, created in pairs, male and female, who then eternally dance throughout the cosmos, creating, loving, and enjoying peace. We exist in various connected soul groups throughout different, but connected places throughout the universe. These places are both separated but connected yet at the same time occupy the same space. How is this so? Because as Einstein showed us, because thought is instantaneous we can be anywhere. We can travel to any place, space, and time. These are not exclusive or cognitively dissonant ideas from the concept of time and space. I heard an example that helps one understand this. Imagine you are on a street curb watching a parade go by (representing our current perspective). You can only see it pass in a linear fashion, over a period of time. You cannot see the float at the end of the parade. But if you are up in a helicopter, you can see the entire parade: the beginning, everything that passes by you, and the end of the parade all in one instant of time.

Thus, our goal is to attain higher and higher perspectives so that our view is not limited. We can transcend the space and time of this dimension. This can be applied to everything in our lives. What happens in this world is a mere reflection or minute occurrence when viewed from a higher perspective. We begin to comprehend how everything is interconnected and interrelated. We can ascribe more meaning to what we perceive.

Joe had commented that we do not see bumper stickers proclaiming, “Meaning just happens.” WE assign meaning to everything that happens. A higher perspective gives us power to CHOOSE the meaning we assign. This is one of the most empowering, life-changing, and world-changing actions we can take.

Think about it. Like Joe says, we do not need anymore “Chuckie epistebabies.” Chuckie epistebabies project evil meanings and act on those evil meanings. We need to return universities to being places that serve society and humanity.

Of course, to do so, we need a very deep understanding of what’s really happening in the universities and why.


Listen carefully to this video to get some true historical facts that provide context to what’s happening today. Do some additional research to continue connecting the dots.


Leuren Moret: Solar eclipse $289million MonsantoRoundup verdict protects entire planet from genocide


Here’s another video that presents a picture you are not likely to see, especially in education, since education has all but been taken over.


Why the Jewish Elite Hates Donald Trump


Are you part of the insanity?


War is Good - Obama Nobel Peace Prize Speech


How are YOU supporting the satanic/evil/genocidal agenda? How can you disconnect from supporting it?


If you are willingly a part of this evil, know that it is the DAWN OF A NEW AGE….evil is so over! It is being exposed more each day, and so are you if you engage yourself with evil. Anyone who continues on the evil path will be EXPOSED for the INSANE being they are!! Evil is melting like the wicked witch of the west in the Wizard of Oz!  BEGONE you EVIL ONES! You have NO POWER, no matter how deceived you are or how hard you work to deceive others into believing you do. GIVE UP!!


As Jesus said, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men. (Matthew 16:23)



We need to learn more about “the things that be of God” and develop those qualities. But people on this planet are SO INGRAINED with competitiveness that they can’t see the forest. Some of us are NOT HERE TO COMPETE. I actually HATE the notion of competition. I do believe that we should all strive for excellence. Unfortunately, people misjudge themselves in their race to be an “expert” and so they put out knowledge as some sort of God-given FACT that they alone are privy to. And if someone should critique their understanding by offering up other perspectives, then that person gets shut out. It seems the more venues there are for “free speech” the more ways people get censored, blocked, shadow-bannned what-have you. Anything to stay ahead of the competition and remain a fake expert with sheep-like followers who are too lazy to do their own research and too dumbed down to do their own thinking. 

Even when Joe was heading up his open discussion forum where we were free to present information and many perspectives, simply because I was very active on the site (out of my love for the venue, for making changes in education, and for Joe), people seemed to view my activity as some form of competition. They just knew I did it for the attention. I am sure those same people believe the same about my actions on this website, but my motives have never changed. I DON’T WANT OR NEED ANY ATTENTION. I have freely assisted anyone who has had questions. I record my own personal path, humbly hoping that someone somewhere might benefit from what I learn.

Because they couldn’t see the entire forest, these people labeled me as “an eager beaver critical pedagogue,” I guess a sort of “wannabe.” What’s worse is that they went to Joe, himself gossiping about me and tagging me with that label. As I can imagine, Joe found it HILARIOUSLY FUNNY. And so do I. (I am actually laughing as I write this over the stupidity of some people). And someone had to tell me all of that evil gossip about me as if that was going to have some kind of impact on me. I guess it was supposed to make me feel ashamed. It has had an impact, alright…..a never-ending joke.

Use your heads. Someone (and I don’t know who it was, but was informed after the fact) had actually gone up to Joe and called me “an eager beaver critical pedagogue.” Now, it is clear that Joe, himself, was passionate about his work and a “vociferous” writer and was the most active person on his website. Did they not think if that label applied to me, it might also apply to him when they relayed it to him I think that’s just one reason he found it so funny……..others being that he has forever transformed what critical pedagogy REALLY MEANS and it was probably clear that the person speaking to him had no clue. We both have far transcended such nonsense labels. I wish I could have seen him laughing. I did get to see him laughing when I met him though, so that was great. 

Ever since that incident, the gods have had a field day with “eager beavers.” All the field trips (“epistemological road trips” and “treasure hunts”) they have taken me on in which the eager beaver was prominent is just hilarious. One day I even took a strange, unexpected, untraveled route home from a Pacific Coast-Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt, as led by the gods (or angels, if you prefer) that led me through a town named “Beaver.” Every store was named “Beaver” (Beaver laundromat, Beaver Car Repair, etc.) and there’s even a Beaver Church on Beaver Road…….I am sure that since I live in the Beaver state of Oregon and graduated from the Beaver University that these Eager Beaver treasure hunts and road trips are not over.

We should be focusing on the divine qualities of God. Created in His image, we ALL inherit a unique combination of those qualities. There is no competition within such an arrangement. It is misguided to think that we can BE God as so many are falsely teaching or that we can be sole experts of some fixed knowledge. It is also misguided to think that you have to love yourself and expend time and attention to that before you can love others…..that is NOT humble. Joe (and Jesus) teach us to be humble. When you begin to comprehend the perfection, vastness, and greatness of God…..when you seriously contemplate HIM, then you realize how it is impossible to be anything but humble in your knowledge and abilities. To think otherwise is pure deception and extreme narcissism.

This is just one reason why the knowledge we produce should be tentative and ever-expanding. This is a feature of bricolage….we can pick up what we’ve created anywhere on the continuum and expand, refine, redefine, and reconstitute it toward greater understanding and more productive application.

But most people want simple answers to very complicated questions, so they ignore the possibility of or minimize confounding variables (“A Confounding Variable is an extraneous variable whose presence affects the variables being studied so that the results you get do not reflect the actual relationship between the variables under investigation.”). Joe is gifted with the ability to see from a high mountaintop and with conveying that perspective to us. While we may not be able to fully describe the entire cosmos, at the very least we must develop the ability to see the entire elephant in the room and not just the tail. Viewing from many different angles, which can only be described metaphorically, will help us envision that elephant better. Sadly, the majority of the self-proclaimed knowledge producers erringly present their PERSPECTIVE as FACT. This closes doors to greater understanding. It shuts down the mind to exploring other possibilities. It creates a golf-ball-sized consciousness. Voila! You just entered a prison of your own making. And being in prison is painful!

We are here to alleviate suffering, not cause it. At least that should be the motive. This is primary to God’s purpose. The focus is outward. What CAN we do to make the world better? What can we do to help people see that God’s Kingdom is already here, but has been drowned out by the “Chuckie epistebabies” who run “amok”? It is here already! Open your eyes and ears, take in the Kingdom and breathe it out. It is peace. It is love. It is ongoing creation. It is joy. It is dancing in the streets. Live it. The entire multidimensional cosmos is alive with love.

As Joe teaches us: The researcher is always indelibly connected to the researched. The positive and good things we do in the world that change the world, if done from our hearts without ulterior motives, changes us. Changing ourselves does change the world. But narcissistic love that’s so highly promoted right now is, well, narcissistic. It’s selfish. We must do good in the world for the sake of doing and being good. When we “fall” or “fail” we must pick ourselves up, vow to learn from our mistakes and change how we do things. I think most people are really good at looking out for number one. What is not often practiced is looking out for those who could use a serious helping hand.

It’s not easy reaching the level of agape love that’s required for changing the world… takes “praxis, praxis, praxis,” as Joe has framed it.

And, as Jesus framed it, we must deny ourselves…..this is the extreme form of unconditional, agape love that needs to be developed. We must love him with all our heart, for that is loving love and wisdom and truth.

Matthew 16:24 Then Jesus said to His disciples, "If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me."

We have to be able to stand up for what’s RIGHT, no matter how many times we are verbally crucified or attacked by the enemy for confronting the collectivist masses and rocking their safe boats on a deep, dark sea. There have been many who have literally died for standing their ground for truth and love……this too shall end. No one should suffer for TRUTH……Our God has already done that! It shocks me to think how He came down to this wretched planet to SHOW US THE WAY and we killed him—our own God. Think about that. Even if you think you do not believe in God or that Jesus was the physical manifestation of God, entertain that thought for long enough to see the ramifications of how absolutely sick this world is. And think about all the disgusting, evil stories that have manifested in the name of “explaining” these actions, but are simply feeble attempts of justifying the evil minds and behaviors of some humans.

As we have learned now, LOVE never dies. EROS lives on and on and on.

God’s kingdom is here…….and soon all will see it.


JOE AND JESUS ARE BACK! (Along with many other Great Souls!)







In the Year 2525 • Zager & Evans • 1969



Message from the Secret Place (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) August 12, 2018

The cosmos is perfectly designed. Because it is perfect, energy can be created, and it can be destroyed. Imperfections are manifested due to free will. Perfect energy (divine love, wisdom, security, and life) drives out imperfect energy (evil, ignorance, fear, and death). Joe discusses this in terms of replacing the Thanatos Impulse with Eros love in Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction.

People either blame God when they witness the divine consequences of the displacement of evil, or they take it upon themselves to institute justice, and in that way, they, themselves become evil. When God said, “an eye for and eye and a tooth for a tooth” this did not mean that He personally would institute that justice, nor did he mean for humans to institute that justice. Righteous justice is built into the very fabric of the design of the cosmos. Note that this is not the same thing as “karma,” although in some ways it is similar. We need only stay on the righteous path and be like God, patient and “longsuffering.” This is why He says “overcomers” will inherit His Kingdom. No matter how bad things are, overcomers do not turn toward evil vengeance. They do hold onto God’s truths (not evil’s twisted “truths”) and they are commissioned to call out evil where they see it.

We all fail. We all get pulled into the ever-growing evil, spinning vortex of hatred, greed, vengeance, and even placed under spells of mind control.

God did provide us with one solution. Himself. While we know there are many lies in this world about Jesus, Yeshua, (he does go by many names, and it’s ok), there is but one Jesus—Jesus of Nazareth—the one whose true history and teachings have been all but obliterated and replaced with many lies. But there are enough teachings left for those who love him.

And for those who learn this truth, the door has been opened……the door that leads to His Secret Place. It is a safe place of love, sanity, a place where we can be with our true family and loved ones, and with Jesus, and it is a refuge from which we can safely watch the demise of this planet.

I hate seeing what’s happening. It breaks my heart to see evil destroying such a beautiful planet that God created for us. I especially hate the thought that children are still being brought into the midst of such depravity. It was bad enough when I raised my own children and even then, I was too often shocked over how nonchalant even babysitters were about exposing my children to extreme violence and depravity. My son was especially traumatized when a babysitter had him watch the movie, Child’s Play about Chuckie……it instilled fear in him for a long time. People should listen well to Joe’s advice about this level of evil:


In epistemological politics public knowledge becomes little more than the propaganda of privately financed interest groups. Watch how often network news reporters rely on such phony information in their segments on “over the counter pharmaceuticals and your health” and the like. The corporate-paid scientists, or more accurately the epistemological prostitutes, give us their scientific twaddle or “peppermint frenchies with happy endings” to defend the monetary interests of their financiers (Johns). Their epistebabies are little Chuckies from the “Child’s Play” horror movie series, who terrorize the world without conscience or remorse. Even many scholars in the world’s increasingly corporatized universities sell their minds/bodies/souls to their commercial pimps. Far too many university presidents and administrators see no problem with this debased politics of knowledge, as they encourage researchers to cozy up to the forces of the market. With these moneychangers secure in the temples of knowledge production, the Chuckie epistebabies run amok undermining the university’s humane, serve-society tradition—as problematic as it often was—leaving knowledge production in all domains in the hands of the highest bidders. (p. 38-39, K & CP)

We don’t need no more Chuckies! I often wondered why Joe reminded me of Jesus when I worked with him. There are many reasons. However, in this passage we have reference to perhaps one of the most renowned actions of Jesus—that of kicking the moneychangers out of the temple. In his own way, Joe was accomplishing the same here. We need to do this literally as he has described; and in a figurative sense, we need to kick them out of our own temples (our minds). Money is the hardest evil to eradicate out of our lives due to the way societies are structured and people are enslaved.

What we are witnessing in the world today is the largest collapse of dominoes ever imagined. As one row collapses into others, more and more of the evil structures of this world will collapse. It is massive.

As I said in the last couple of updates, God has lifted his hand of grace and mercy. Now people will see just how powerful God’s love for us has been. Unfortunately, it will be far too late for most people. The consequences of all the evil in the world is wound up tight like a huge spring that will suddenly unwind, spinning out everything and everyone evil. The epistebabies running amok, including those in the universities who have caused extensive damage in the world and harm to people, will be slapped with righteous consequences….coming to a university near you soon.

There is no “rapture.” It is amazing how many people have been totally deceived by the lies of a rapture. They believe they are going to be raptured out of the hell hole. These are the very people Jesus said he does not know, or he will vomit them out of his mouth for being lukewarm.

Apparently, those of us who have been most harmed by the evil of this planet and are aware enough to sincerely repent for our own roles and change directions, need to see righteous justice employed. This is especially true for those who were “longsuffering” and never, ever gave up walking the righteous path. It’s part of the healing process. We will witness the continuing destruction and the displacement of evil by love. With God, we are safe. The innocent ones and the children will be snatched away to safety. (This is not the rapture that people believe).

So, either you are in God’s Secret Place (and you know whether you are) or you are not. There is no middle ground anymore. As God said, there are new Heavens and a new earth. The astrals have been dissolved which is why we see even more evil in the lower earth dimensions….the evil is being pushed downward to be exposed and destroyed. All dimensions below the seventh (the lower heavens) are being dissolved, and ultimately, all dimensions will be replaced by God’s Kingdom of pure and Holy Love and Righteousness. It is a reign of sacred love, wisdom, joy, abundance, and freedom.


Psalm 91 King James Version (KJV)

He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.

I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.

Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.

He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.

Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day;

Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.

A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.

Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.

Because thou hast made the Lord, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation;

10 There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.

11 For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.

12 They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.

13 Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet.

14 Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.

15 He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.

16 With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.

Isaiah 65:17

For, behold, I create new heavens and a new earth: and the former shall not be remembered, nor come into mind.

Isaiah 66:22

For as the new heavens and the new earth, which I will make, shall remain before me, saith the Lord, so shall your seed and your name remain.

2 Peter 3:13

Nevertheless we, according to his promise, look for new heavens and a new earth, wherein dwelleth righteousness.

Revelation 21:1

And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea.

Déjà vu (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) August 10, 2018


One day there will be those who cry out from the wilderness, but we will not hear their voices for we do not know them.


Gatekeepers - The Protectors of His Presence, Part 1


Gatekeepers - Part Two, Zadok & The Final Remnant



When You Really Need to Fear God (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) August 9, 2018

This is just a brief sort of “addendum” to my last update. Many people have heard of the Bible verses, 

Mark 3:28–30: “‘Truly, I say to you, all sins will be forgiven the children of man, and whatever blasphemies they utter, but whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit never has forgiveness, but is guilty of an eternal sin’

Luke 12:10: “And everyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but the one who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven.”

I have been called to make it crystal clear: God oversees Holy Love through his Holy Spirit. He is our Creator. We cannot usurp his role in bringing the divine couple together in Holy Matrimony for his divine sanctioning and sealing. 

ALL those people who put forth lies about love and/or claim they are “twin flame” guides, counselors, psychics, matchmakers, or whatever else they claim to be are, in fact, blaspheming God’s Holy Spirit of pure divine love and wisdom. The notice has been made. If they continue from this date (8/9/2018) to willfully blaspheme and attempt to make a mockery of God, his loving hands of GRACE will be forever removed from them.



Samaritan Jo Clematis in my Back to the Garden of Eden Sacred Garden 8/2018

Calling All Sons of Gods: Sublimation, Activation, and Entering the Fourth (Heaven) Dimension (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) August 4, 2018

Things have been extremely busy for me. Thus, I have not been able to provide updates recently. There has been just far too much new information flooding in from the cosmos for me to begin to cover it all in these updates. Hopefully, you will do some research to gain a deeper understanding of what that information is. But be aware that most of the information out there is misinformation. Very few people hold the truth. Those who deceive generally want a fortune for their bogus services… the fine print.

The gates are closed down temporarily to only allow a trickle through to the Kingdom. You would never know that based on all the lies about the “Lyons Gate,” that are simply scams to rake in bucks from the unsuspecting flocks. We just passed a pivot point. As reported in my previous blogs, the 144,000 are “in position.” So if you already made it over, you made it. Congratulations! However, now there must be an interlude for several reasons.

First, the Sons of God who are now moving to the forefront (the next “wave”) MUST prepare themselves and activate so that they are able to activate their Beloveds. There is no easy button and it takes time. Joe has laid it all out: engage in gnosis (this is not “Gnosticism, so be sure you know the difference) by means of his critical complex epistemology in your chosen domain or discipline. Developing true compassion and unconditional service is absolute key. This is what will make you or break you.

If you do your homework, you will realize the vastness of the misinformation that floods the airways. All of this mis/disinformation must be corrected, and history will need to be rewritten. We must do this now for the children and ourselves. For example, people are confused about divine marriage. The template has been well-demonstrated on this website now. No, everyone does not marry Jesus/God as Catholics teach. The union consists of the reunion of the male/female that God had specifically created for each other before time began to be in union until time ends (it never ends). This is ancient knowledge, the “golden chalice,” the hidden truth. There is but ONE other. But it begins with the man—the Son of God connecting securely to God. It cannot happen any other way. Once he is in union with God, THEN he can fully activate his Beloved and they can join in holy matrimony, connected with and blessed by God. Women (who have been heavily brainwashed on this planet) can scream and cry over this perceived “imbalance” all they wish but it will not get them through Heaven’s gate. If they insist on being “lead” in the matters of love, you will fail. When you fully understand equality, egalitarianism, unconditional and symbiotic love, submission, and sacrifice (that’s no sacrifice at all) then it all makes perfect sense. Until then, you just have to go with it on faith if you want to enter the new, perfect, heavenly world and be an active part of it. The divine marriage, which Joe and I have characterized as “Twin Flames” is the template God has created and when you really understand it, you will see WHY it is divine, perfect, and absolutely brilliant. Two impassioned flames in union grow into a huge divine bonfire in service to God. (1+1=infinity). All other “twin flame” paths touted by self-proclaimed “experts” are bogus and will not get you into Heaven. Sadly, they are causing damage to relationships and blocking people from entering their true path. Those who have been capitalizing (in any form) on the lies have been judged and will be delayed from entering the Kingdom for eons, unless they repent quickly. And note that “repent” is not a simple, “I’m sorry.” It’s way more complex than that. I suggest you go back to the original Hebrew word and meaning.

To move forward, as previously explained, sublimation is required, and as I have stated, this takes work. Both the male and female must go through some preliminary steps of purification (which is generally seven years, but completely under the grace of God). The more brainwashed you are and the more locked into your current belief systems, the harder it will be for you to accomplish this, but it absolutely can be done if the desire is there. The best deprogramming tool I’ve found is Joe’s book, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction. This mind, body, and soul purification process clears you and creates you “anew” in preparation for union with your Beloved. It is also a test of your faith, endurance, and sincerity. When successfully accomplished, per God’s judgment, He will move the cosmos in such ways to reunite the two. At that point, there is nothing you have to do to make that happen and, likewise, there is nothing you can do to prevent it. It’s important to let go and let God because we will botch it up every time if we try to take control, make demands, or even have any kind of expectations. Just do your mission work, which by this time, you will have a good understanding of.

Here is an article describing the process of sublimation that is helpful for an intellectual understanding, but remember, GOD CONTROLS THIS, NOT US (There are a lot of sad stories about people who try to take control and force this process!!):

THE Luminous Kundalini as the Expanding Luminous Field of Awareness Bringing Forth Sublimination

I will remind you, as I have often done before, you must do the work to develop compassion, and that compassion can be grown through research and a deep understanding of the problems of the world—with the sincere desire to alleviate suffering. Joe has brought that point home to us many times. There are many higher up teachers (“the gods,” the “Elohim”) who are willing to assist you with the learning and growing process. Rely on earth teachers at your own risk, and possibly to your peril. Lean on God and He will provide you a “Comforter” through His Holy Spirit to guide you. And many teachings through various people will appear along your path, so stay vigilant, astute, and aware. Just don’t fall into the trap thinking they are “the teacher.” Only the higher ups are consistently loving and consistent in providing reliable knowledge. This dimension is just too fraught with evil, lies, ignorance, ulterior motives, and all things ungodly. It is very difficult to sort them out before you are securely in union with God/the Holy Spirit.

Secondly, the reason this current moment in time is an important pivot point and pause is that there is a new large wave of children coming into the world. Like Joe and myself had (being forerunners—often referred to as the Blue Ray), they come into the world already activated. In my case, I had been deactivated due to extensive sexual/physical/mental abuse and so we handled our situation—as recorded in these blogs—quite differently than it will be handled by most people from herein out, especially once the swamp is totally cleared out. This is due to more information being readily available and the Heavens being more readily accessible for these very times.

Activation means the ability to enter fourth dimension and to travel in an out of Heaven easily and naturally, while Heaven continues to pour out on the planet, dissolving all that is incompatible with God’s Royal Love (Remember: I had said, as posted on the home page, that 2018 is the Year of Royal Love. And, indeed it is). Activation also means being able to differentiate acutely the difference between sensuality and sexuality. God has designed us so that we ONLY have sexual desire for our One True Beloved! Sexual lust for someone else is absolutely impossible. This is because with true “light body” (to use new age slang) activation, sensuality is completely split off from sexuality. This is explained in the above article about sublimation. If you still experience “lust,” you have not sufficiently activated, and you have more work to do to break free from the matrix construction that inhibited true expression of our life force.

All the pedophiles, who have caused extensive harm to many children, will be put behind bars and embarrassingly exposed for who they are…….in other words, they are being REMOVED from society. This will continue as we prepare a safe world for these new children. People will become more aware of the repulsiveness of their choices in media that blatantly expose themselves and their children to evil, violence, and sex that negatively affect their consciousness. They will refuse to support media that produces garbage for the purposes of taking society down and the media will be replaced with wholesome productions. At some point, God’s gavel will come down and in an instant all the evil, vile, destructive, hateful, greed-laden, selfish, ad infinitum forces and entities of the old world will be dissolved, and His new kingdom will come in. At that point, there will be some people inside the gates, with most outside the gates, but at least people will be in the right frame of mind to learn what they need to in order to enter the Kingdom. There will be many who are more advanced and in the position to rewrite history and all of the disciplines based on truth and wisdom.

We must be open to learning FROM the children, however. This is exactly why Joe EMPHASIZES teaching children to produce knowledge. They are coming into the world with vast amounts of knowledge and understanding and they will be the PUSH so to speak to assist the older generations to also reach their potential and to come to new understandings about truth. We must support these children. They understand far more than most of us do!

In conclusion, the “mission”/ the “project” is HUGE. God is not playing around any longer. As I had noted in previous blogs, there was a slight delay which is being followed by extremely rapid changes to make up for lost time. We all wanted as many people as possible to extricate themselves from the dark matrix. Many had been blackmailed in some extremely devious ways…those people needed to come forward, repent and release information to incarcerate the guilty ones. That reprieve is over now. Time is very short for getting on board with the mission. Unfortunately, as I observe all around, the majority of the population continues on the same old worn and burnt path. They seem to be unphased by the truths that are being released, and even unphased as they see the consequences all around them. The angels and messengers have provided all of these individuals with truth multiple times now. The consequences (which I will discuss in my next update) that are about to hit them can only be blamed on themselves. When God lifts his hand of grace, people will see just how powerfully and perfectly he has been loving and helping us on this planet—but, aside from a few exceptions, it is too late until the next cycle. That the Lions Gate is open, as is being broadcast all over the Internet is a blatant lie. I should know. Who do you think heads the Lions Gate? (Joe Lyons Kincheloe). We are the King and Queen from the South and we must obey God’s dictates for these matters.

Until the next opening, the recommendation is preparation (and no, we are not talking about “prepping”…there are far too many greedy souls trying to make money off people’s fears). To help you locate your personal place in the mission, as always, I recommend reading Joe’s books. In particular, read Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction; Critical Constructivism; Critical Pedagogy Primer; and all other books and articles he has written, as they pertain to your areas of the mission.

Another helpful resource is this series of videos that cover the focus and the vastness and variety of tasks set ahead of us:

Vision of 2018 and Beyond-Mike Parsons

I provide this video only because he has provided an extensive (but not exhaustive) list of tasks ahead. Perhaps you can write down your own ideas as you watch them.

There is work for everyone according to their passions, interests, desires, talents, skills, etc. And as you succeed and are sincere, God is very generous and gracious to hand down greater and greater responsibilities—along with ample resources, Heavenly Agents/Ambassadors/Angels, and gifts to help you be successful. He will also provide his superior loving protection and ensure that all your needs are abundantly met. Please do not fall into the “what’s in it for me” trap, however. It will not get you through the gate. As I have also conveyed on this site, the “gods” know where all the treasures are—they will be revealing them to the right people with the right attitudes at the right times. This is truly the most blessed time of earth history!

I only wonder when more people will catch on—and write beautiful stories of transformation and positive change. Surely, we are ALL ready for the GOOD NEWS of GOD’S KINGDOM.

For today’s music, I decided to include this rewrite of the song “Bad Moon Rising,” which I wrote on the day of the Red Moon (not the “Blood Moon” as so many call it). It is clear that we have removed the greatest mountain now. It will be FAST FORWARD from here. Either you are with us, or you will be left behind in places not of your own choosing, possibly for a very long time—whenever God decides to give people this amazing opportunity again.

Bad Moon Rising Lyrics

I have rewritten the lyrics:

LOVE MOON RISING (Credence Clearwater RE-Revival) 

I see the RED MOON arising

I see CHANGES on the way

I see earthquakes all a’ENDIN’

I see GOOD times today!


Let’s all go out tonight

Well it’s bound to change your life

There’s a RED moon on the rise


I hear our Father loudly calling

I know HIS KINGDOM’s coming soon

I feel lovers overflowing

I hear the voice of love and creation


Let’s all go out tonight

Well it’s bound the change your life

There’s a LOVE moon on the rise


Hope you got your steps together

Hope you are quite prepared to DANCE

Looks like we’re in for LOVELY weather

All eyes are focused on romance


Let’s all go out tonight

Well it’s bound to change your life

There’s a LOVE moon on the rise


Let’s all go out tonight

Well it’s bound to change your life

There’s a LOVE moon on the rise


Btw, the MOON ECLIPSE was absolutely beautiful!! 

The Eclipse


P.S. I was going to write about how Joe and I are not even from earth and explain more about Pleiadians……but I will do that another time.

We ARE the 13th Tribe. Everyone is invited to join.

Joe’s “Brother” (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) July 19, 2018 

If you haven’t viewed the video by Curtis Childs in my last update, you will find it very enlightening to do so. In fact, I highly recommend other videos on the OfftheLeftEye YouTube channel for attaining clearer views of the so-called “spiritual” world.

You see, some of us, like Swedenborg was, are INTIMATELY connected to people on the other side. So much so that when they are sad, we feel their sadness as if it’s our own. Sometimes it’s difficult to sort it out...

And I have been feeling a bit of sadness the past few days and so I asked and I was told why and where to find the source causing the sadness.

Joe had totally detached himself from any connection to Marxism. As one author has framed it, he had “bleached” Marxism completely out of his theory—and for very good reasons. While he respected and loved those who chose that path, his work has no relation whatsoever to the corrupt Marxist theory or Marxist humanism that had been devised for and is being used for very evil purposes. I did a little research and it saddens us both that it is raising its ugly head even more powerfully in the domain of education.

I recommend doing research in this area because the rabbit hole is very deep, convoluted, and evil beyond what most people can comprehend. Its employment is also very deceptive and can trick most anyone, and once you are snared, it may be hard to remove yourself from it. Our hearts and love go out to those who have become ensnared. There are ways out, but the path is steep and narrow. If you are a student, do not fall for the tricks! And if you are a teacher, do not teach students the lies! The gavel will be dropping hard. SOON.

CULTURAL MARXISM - The Corruption of America

History of Communism Documentary

Communism History of an Illusion

G. Edward Griffin: How Socialism, Communism, Fascism are All the Same

G Edward Griffin on Collectivism vs Individualism, Idea X and The Creature from Jekyll Island

The Snapping of the American Mind - David Kupelian #CTM 790

Do more research and please respect Joe’s wishes. He was never a “Marxist,” just as he was never a “Postmodernist.” People need to get over their need for labels. Boxes are “so over!”

P.S. Joe didn’t have a brother. He had a sister who died as a toddler, long before he was born, so he was raised as an only child.

His clue for me today was, “And never forget that we are truly in this together.” I’ll see what comes to the top of YouTube. (He only continues to play this game with me for three reasons: We BOTH love music, He knows I LOVE the game, and He LOVES me). Make that FOUR reasons: Some really heavy-duty messages are encoded in the music and other videos that pop up to the prompts I'm given. I haven't begun to do a deep analysis on most of them...a future task.

LOL……thank our Father in Heaven we don’t have a dysfunctional relationship like this (so COMMON in Hellabourus):

Taylor Swift - We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together

How about you? Are you tired of revolving door relationships? There IS a way out. I’ve said it before: The path is steep and narrow. In the July 17 update I gave some activities that can help.

I like the second song.

Take That - Never Forget (Video)




The Ambiguous Messages from the “Gods” and the Desperate Need for a Multidimensional CRITICAL COMPLEX Epistemology (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) July 18, 2018


Just some random thoughts and questions.......who is "the voice"??? Can we hear God?

It really raises a lot of red flags for me when people say they received a message from “God,” the Almighty, the ineffable One, the Word, the Alpha and the Omega, the Indescribable, etc. This seems to be more and more common and has become quite a movement. One man took it upon himself (and many others have done the same) to provide BIBLE TRANSLATIONS as guided by GOD…….these are called “The Passion” translations and they seem to carry along an agenda, The New Apostolic Reformation. What is the New Apostolic Church? The masses are eating this like candy, apparently. Caution is advised here.

Even if God did communicate to us directly, WHO would understand the message in its ineffability and complexity and without BIAS? In my view, and this is what Joe teaches us, it is IMPOSSIBLE to not be biased in our interpretations and understandings. As difficult as it may be, we must remain humble, as Joe has taught us, as to the limitations of our understanding. The BEST we can do is get many interpretations and try to understand their limitations and applicability. Context is everything to the fullest extent that Joe has taught us, and again, as difficult as it is, we should be striving for understanding context and limitations of particular viewpoints as contrasted to other possibilities. Unfortunately, most people continue to want simple answers and prefer to avoid doing the hard work of attaining greater understanding, so they settle for “group think” and deficient conclusions…….and so the suffering in the world continues. The poor get poorer.

In addition to the unreality of “hearing” God, what we know and understand about consciousness is virtually NOTHING. In fact, what we understand about reality is virtually nothing, when you get right down to it. The concept of “Holy Spirit” is helpful, but it also has been grotesquely oversimplified and dumbed down for most of us. We could learn a lot by studying other cultures outside the Western worldview and how they view the Spirit world. Joe has compiled that understanding within his philosophical and theoretical explanations/worldview, and in the example he set for us, but he also has expressed the need for far more research and knowledge production. 

And STILL, we continue to refuse to study consciousness and spiritual experiences in a way that makes sense. I have no concrete idea or one true explanation of, for example, how the very strange, miraculous, loving miracles and magic happen in my life—in my everyday life, in fact. I only have my interpretations of what’s happening, and various metaphors that help explain aspects of my extremely complicated multidimensional cosmic life. I continue to describe them from a phenomenological point of view…..and as unreal as they seem to be, they are very real and so I record them as they happen, including my immediate and later reactions (such as in relation to the snake that appeared on my doorstep). I love the concept of living, loving people existing throughout the cosmos! We are all working together for the same purposes: to love, to live, to learn. The messages from “the gods” are ambiguous due to our own shut doors, blockages, lack of knowledge, ideological predispositions, inability to fully perceive, etc., etc. The “gods” and the “goddesses” of the higher dimensions who will teach us are GOOD, they are LOVING, they are connected closer to divine love and wisdom than we are. If we attach evil to any of them, that is our creation, not theirs. Many accounts describe evil spirits in lower dimensions, but once you attain higher consciousness, they are nonexistent, holding no power. 

I find it interesting how the common belief that Enki and Enlil are warring brothers came about. When the City of Ur was ransacked by the Elamites during ancient times, the Mesopotamians blamed the “god” Enlil rather than the people who actually did the destruction, according to the historical account provided in the book, The Intellectual Adventure of Ancient Man (Frankfort, et al.). So, Enlil, who had prior to that been regarded as a high councilor for the Mesopotamians, became an “evil god” (p. 141). And thousands of years later, still today, many people hold the same beliefs. I wonder how many people, if they learned a little more history and context, might change their views and place the blame of war on humanity itself, not the loving gods (or “angels” or humans, however you would wish to label them) of higher consciousness. In my studies, I have found that these “gods” have returned to this planet many times……not as in “reincarnation,” for eternal beings do not reincarnate—they just manifest (obviously, to drop their great teachings off in this dimension to assist humankind with knowledge. This perception seems to be repeated throughout history across cultures, but nowhere has it been less appreciated than in Western culture today, it seems). And so, Enki is the God of Love, Eros; his brother, Enlil, is the God of Reciprocal Love, Anteros…this manifests even today, but few people see it. The world would change if we became more conscious of these dynamics. Those who hold power over us are the ones who know these things and mitigate against the masses knowing. Fear is the greatest weapon of all. Be very afraid of the zombies, Nephilim (“fallen angels”), demons, and/or aliens…or even God. 

Joe’s philosophy provides grounding and guidance for my interpretations, and he has also provided a rich, empirical way for studying the phenomenological experiences I seem to be heavily blessed with (and I do view these experiences as blessings). I told him, when we were working on my bricolage research project and I was having problems with the university accepting it, that he was “my sanity in an insane world.” 

When we delve into research deeply, we clearly see the need for his multidimensional critical complex epistemology. English is such a limiting language that gets dumbed down more each day. And yet no one is really doing the type of critical analytical research and knowledge construction that is needed as we move toward a new age. Emanuel Swedenborg, a scientist of the 1700s had taken a more scientific approach for exploring his own multidimensional experiences and finding explanations for them. His work is relevant today and it has been very helpful, as presented by Off the Left Eye, in understanding my own experiences. It’s been amazing, the correlation between his experiences and explanations and my own. How can this be? What is it about consciousness? What is it about reality?

Now we need to make use of both Swedenborg’s and Joe’s processes to move humanity forward. Of course, if you understand what Joe is asking us to do, we must bring in many more voices of understanding and always consider the “political” or power-based motivations behind any particular group or the “collective” perspectives. Leaving out an analysis of these inherent and often hidden motives both within ourselves and within others sets us up for making harmful choices. We need to consider deeply how our minds have been indoctrinated, how our ideologies were handed down to us. One thing for sure, when you take a close look, it’s easy to see how group think and collective behavior is destructive and limiting. We need to set ourselves free.

That brings me back to the New Apostolic Reformation. The power saturation behind the movement is dangerous. The belief that some people claim to hear the voice of the greatest power that exists and can dictate doctrine for the collective is a set-up for enormous power-grabbing and abuse of people, of course disguised as being something “new.” It’s the same old trick. We see this type of power-grab manifesting as Agenda 21/2030, in the motives of those who want a “New World Order,” and in a looming “One World Religion.”

This was not the message of Jesus whatsoever. Nor was it Joe’s message. There should be no power hierarchies. There are no “chosen ONES.” There should be no “cults of experts.” We are all chosen. We all have roles and responsibilities. Most people refuse to recognize that and so they defer to a few “talking heads” who misrepresent truth or at best, provide a limited one-person view of truth.

This all leaves me with a dilemma. How do I explain the FACT that so many of my experiences are supported by Biblical passages? How do I explain that my experiences correlate with Swedenborg’s descriptions, even though I had never heard of Swedenborg until about two years ago? How do I explain how Joe’s philosophy aligns so well with what I have come to understand about higher consciousness? How do I reconcile all of this? Sounds like I have a lot yet to understand.

My rather bizarre (and what I would call “crazy wisdom”) form of a clue this morning is: “and never forget that there’s enlightenment at the end of that road that never ends.” Bizarre, indeed. I will use the protocol: YouTube it.

LOL……the video that popped up to the top of the search has the description: “Love is the answer.” Yes, that is what both Jesus and Joe teach……the power of love……it explains everything that’s happened to me. Who, in their right mind, would ever want to reach the end of THAT road??? I want to stay on that road forever…and the implication being, of course, there is always more to learn no matter how far you have traveled. There are some things, I guess, that we are not even meant to fully understand. It is also interesting, in light of the last few updates I’ve written about the marriage union of the 72,000 divine couples, that the song that came to the top is a wedding song. I will continue to love….and learn……on the cosmic and celestial winding road that never ends. It seems I am STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree. The point has been made: It's an eternal journey to be enjoyed each blessed step of the way.

Keali'i Reichel The road that never ends

Some Swedenborg Wisdom from Curtis Childs:

How to Make Every Experience Spiritual


Garden of Eden Update: The Grand Love Celebration Makes HUGE Impact!  (STILL MOVING TO PAGES 178-180, An Analysis of Our Mission: Love of the Highest Degree) July 17, 2018

REAL reality is amazing beyond words. I continue to be guided by a force of love that is beyond my ability to understand. All I can do is go with the flow of the Spirit. I have had countless adventures (treasure hunts, epistemological road trips, guided research, magical surprises, etc.) but more recently, I had been guided to return to the Garden of Eden, by planting some beautiful flowers with meaningful names that show the path back to Eden. The gods had even humored me by providing the surprise appearance of a serpent (see the Garden of Eden Updates in the previous entries).

I think the snake on the threshold of my door and the fact that I overcame my fear and saw it as a divine snake, a gift from the Creator, must have moved me across the threshold of Eden, back to my home, which explains the Big Friday the 13th Grand Love Celebration described in the last two Updates. While 144,000 sounds like a lot of people, it’s only a tip of the iceberg of what’s up ahead.

My Garden of Eden Update


The picture above shows some of my flowers today: The climbing one on the left is “Venosa” and it has a sacred seven blooms now. Seven actually represents Heaven. The one on the right is Samaritan Jo which has two blooms, with a third about to open. (Samaritan always reminds me of the story in the Bible about the good Samaritan; you can research that and read of its significance). In front of them, the yellow ones with pink edges on the left are called “Enchanted Eve” (She is back in the garden); the Indigo-colored and lavender spikey ones are called Blue River…there are always white “Celestial” butterflies visiting it. I found it kind of funny that the Hellaborus True Love (the center plant that has no flowers) will not bloom until NEXT spring; this is actually very significant, which I will explain later. The ones that look like they have purple and indigo balls on top are called “Northern Lights, Celestial Series” and the bright purple-blue flowers on the right are called “New Dimension Blue.” As I wrote previously, BLUE is very significant and Joe wrote a lot about “Blue Knowledge.” 

After I had planted those, I planted the pink daisy-like flowers that are in front of Enchanted Eve, Dianthus SUPERSTAR (for Grandmother Portia), and the vibrant red flowers (for Aristotle) , Dianthus PASSION, that are in front of the New Dimension Blue flowers. And we mustn’t forget the Bugleweeds that spread the love all over the world and which the hummingbirds love (photos below).

webassets/20180624_155554.jpgThere is another clematis outside the picture that bloomed first, with just one big purple blossom. It got the show started, but is now sitting back and will probably bloom again before it’s over. It has the hugest purple flowers, and it was bought for my lovely daughter, “Rainbow Princess.” I really need to increase my garden, though…there are so many Great Teachers to celebrate. This is a long term, evolving project!!

What is the significance of the Helleborus True Love not blooming until NEXT year? The people who are still left on the old earth and have not yet entered the garden will have a year to prepare themselves to turn toward love. In this update, I will provide a brief review of where a good place to start is and that can get them moving in the right direction quickly.

The Grand Love Celebration Makes Impact!

This is a picture of the increased energy on earth due to the Friday the Thirteenth Grand Love Celebration, which I had written about on July 12.


In my last two updates I wrote about how the 144,000—the 72,000 sons of God and their Beloved wives as sanctioned and sealed by God (often called the “first fruits” have all reunified, reunited, and are home with Jesus. This is the “catching up” spoken of in the Bible and what is meant by the “wedding.” When Jesus said there are no marriages in Heaven, what he meant was, these couples have to be married (reunited) BEFORE the catching up. Whether they still reside on earth or not, they are no longer “of” the world and they are busy staving off the dragon and creating the new world (a metaphor?). Please read those two updates below so you can get the picture. It seems we have to do our part to protect and recreate earth while the rest of you get your acts together and choose love. This is CREATION, I am being told. The divine couples, as united with Jesus and drawing on his spiritual power and wisdom, create ANEW (ANU?).

Well, today I came across totally amazing PROOF that our love is making a difference. Of course, the 144,000 are very hard at work behind the scenes, and as I had conveyed back on the 12th, Friday the 13th was our Grandest Celebration! And VERY GRAND it was!

Joe always likes to use the hard sciences to prove his point in his work. So lest people think I am just dreaming this stuff up, here are the PHYSICS proving that we made quite an impact, LOL. Yes, I do find this funny… just can’t make this stuff up! Note that both these guys are honing in on truth, but they are baffled (they do not have all of the information)…..but they are realizing the importance of LOVE as well as the significance of BLUE knowledge (discussed earlier in these updates).

Is Earth Repelling Planet Xs Advances? Monday Show with Catfish Eric Briggs

Even funnier is that I keep putting off the analyses I was assigned—to interpret pages 178-180 of Joe’s book, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy, and yet I keep being guided back to the topic. For now, this quote sums it up quite nicely.

Freire’s Radical Love: Remaking Ourselves and the World

Freed from incarceration we somersault through and far beyond FIDUROD’s conceptual vortex where new inquiries slap us in the face with astonishment and possibility. We gain new experiences, stories to tell as we cross the pedagogical bridge back into the constructed matrix of “what is.” In many ways our descriptions and narratives derived from our vision of “what could be” helps make these visions a reality. Our critical theorizing spins a new society into being. . . . . Thus, a critical complex epistemology infused by radical love, enactivism, critical ontology and subjugated knowledges contributes to the emergence of a new world. (p. 180)

You are witnessing this “in action.” And as Joe always says, “You ain’t seen nothing yet.” I guess the next 12 months are going to be wild beyond imagining for everyone involved. We were warned. Time is running out for getting off the fence.

SOME FIRST STEPS (You can expand your research into these areas)

How to Purify Your Mind - 4 Ways

Why I don't watch television & How to purify your MIND!!

Repentance: How To Be In Heaven Now - Swedenborg and Life

Prophecy - Woe To The Inhabitants of The Earth 7-15-2018 Lois Vogel-Sharp